today have TR,,was the asst. head waiter..never think that this job is easy,,its hard man!!and i think im a bad one too..nvm after tr got showmanship,,fruits carving..hais,,oso boring,,don want to say about school liao..after school went straight home,,cos meeting my cousins..and on the train ride home,,my mei cried,,OMG,,my heart was so pain to see her cry,,dunno what to say to her..so i uses sms instead,,and i left her alone for tonight to let her cool down..and den i reach home bath and rush out again,,and called my another mei at the same time,,she is in malaysia now,,and hope she is doing fine bahx..long time no chat,,she still the same,,hahas..den meet my cousins for dinner and watched NARNIA..for ASLAN!!!for KINGDOM of NARNIA!!!show was auite nice..movie end at 12.15..took last train home..and here i am,,ok its getting super late liao,,time to bath and sleep..take care people..CYNDEE mei,,cheer up okies?! =D

today although no lesson but step out of house quite early to meet up for HS project..reach there on the dot,,11am,,hahas..was shocked that kenneth actually was the 1st to reach and winnie was the last to reach..den we went CWP walked around and targeted alot of shop and etc..and then we settled down in mac and had our lunch there and continue to discuss on project..and today i spent 10 bucks on sweet..WTF??10 bucks,,because i bought 4 boxes of sugar free sweet..i can only take sugar free sweet as what my dentist said..lols..den we took bus to school..the bus was like a sauna or rather a steamer to mie..its fucking hot lah,,sweating and sweating non-stop..i hate SMRT buses hot and dirty..den have fun in school lesson just now..winnie was crazy lah,,she keep singing as she listen to my ipod,,but she only know the chorus..hahas..den as she sings she will suddenly hit mie or grab one whole piece of my meat,,wah violent gal,,but still my 'CUTE' xiao mei..hahas..den school aftermath we went to mac to slack,,but this time was only mie, wei liang, cyndee, and ser jie..anyway we went was bcos it was raining,,so just went to slack until rain stop..lols..after that went home have my crabby dinner..as sis wasnt around i ate her share as well..was very full,,and after that chiong my POC until now..alrights it getting late,,time to sleep,,good nights peeps..take care..

today.. ermm have a good day bahz..woke up as the time i should,,bath,,breakfast,,out..have a smooth train ride all the way until choa chu kang..omg when i reach there it was raining damn bloody neh neh heavy lah..so no choice got to take cab to school with shi jie, cyndee..they so good,,they paid the cab fare,,but was quite pai sey lah..cos 2 ladies paid for a guy,,but they insisted on paying for mie..hais,,no choice..lols..1st lesson was POC,,cook roast chicken and make salad..then after POC went JE,,have lunch then meet jonathan there and went back school together for a half an hour talk..waste my time sia..went to MOS to slack after school,,was having a lot of funs and laughters..reach home at 7+..and went to the doctor,,cause i think my asthma is back or i think i got heart problem,,my heart was pumping real fast and having breathing diffcultly..the doctor fuck up lah,,ask him question he replied with a i dont know and fullstop..ZzZ..and he ask mie to go for a X-ray& ECG check..okok,,i will go when i have the time..this few weeks is rather busy cause need to rush project and project..hais,,didnt know shatec life is so busy..lols..okok shall stop here,,time for POC project again,,target is to reach 5th lesson tonight..or finish it even still..and lastly GOD BLESS MIE..feel rather scared for myself getting some illness..

today,,i should say that its a good but with a sad ending day..alright i woke up 20 mins late again today..was like few mins late for school today,,but luckily jonathan tan was so good,,didnt give mie DP..hahas..and we started lesson at 9 instead of 8.30 =p..today he cook alot, got roast chicken and etc for our breakfast..so tasty..i still can remember the taste man..
den we KFC for lunch and slack all the way till time to return back to school..we got our FSM result today..surprisingly i pass by 0.5 marks..i got 30.5 over 60..after that got ENGLISH the most boring lesson..school aftermath we went home straight,,bored of west mall liao..and this is where my sad ending came,,i drop my ipod,,fucking heart pain lah..it got a crack on the screen..knn,,damn fucking suay lah,,TMD..cant stop scolding..its like i drop 500 bucks lehx..neh neh..hais nvm,,got home eat, bath, conference with my good friend, LIYANA and 2 cadets..hahas..liyana still no change,,love her so much..lols..and here i stop to do my POC project le..good nights guys..take care guys!!!and lastly hope XIAO MEI recover soon,,she is sick..O so sad..

OMG!!!i suffer from insomnia last night,,wtf through the whole of my 8 hours sleep,,i woke up total of 5 times..cos im worried for someone,,hais hais..NVM..alright today started off by bathing,,hahas..got test today,,and i don even know how to do..FUCK!!!alright den follow by showmanship and TR was canceled today,,was god damn happy!!!hahas..den went to mac; westmall; BK to slack after school..and home sweet home after that..alright gotta go bath already, and sleep liao,,hopefully don suffer from insomnia tonight..and to my AH BU,,please cheer up,,see you like this i also very sad..

today its another boring sunday,,spend time on com and tv again..after that went to my big uncle's new house..its another bungalow in the family,,hais hais,,why are they so damn bloody rich??den after my dinner there,,the food wasnt that nice lah..nvm,,den went there drink..drink a can of heniken,,cups of wine..and then home sweet home..and im feeling so damn bloody giddy now..how??still need to study for FSM later on,,cos its FSM test tmr..hais..nvm go bath,,hope wont be so giddy,,and study til 12 am..ZzZ..

find myself so useless now..seeing friends and bestie broken down into tears,,but i couldnt do anything..i could just only say the same things over and over again..duno what else to say..a failure will always be a failure..alst night alot of question pop into my mind,,but till now no ans came to the question..and i aint acting like the johnny use to be..i feel so lost now..i need to pull myself thru before i could help my fren,,but i duno how..duno what has really happened to mie..and im very frustrated by my mom,,she keep askin mie the question again and agian,,feeling so damn bloody fan..
GOD please help mie..pull mie thru..i want to be the johnny i use to be..

having a god damn bloody headache now..
damn it..
tonight still need study FSM..WTF!!

went to class chalet last night..it was all the fun at the beginning,,eat;sing;drink;celebrate birthday..the happiness didnt last long,,only last for few hours,,and after that they all went emo-ing..and i was GOD DAMN BLOODY SAD too..cos too much trouble came at one go,,1st was a call from my cadet,,he tole mie,,my unit is gone le..i was like i built it up with my bestfriend into a good unit and its just gone like this,,WHAT THE BLOODY FUCK IS THIS???we use years to built it up,,and they use months to destroy it..damn bloody fucking pissed off with them..next i saw ser jie,, go emo after someone come,,and she went off crying at times,,really feel so sad for her..wanted to console her,,but duno how..hais..and late at night my bestie msg mie,,and just by that msg alone i know she is in god damn sadistic state liao..i wanted to phone her and console her but she dont allow mie,,so uses sms instead,,she was really bloody sad,,and im now very very very worried for her,,cos i cant see her and i dono hows her now..hais and over the night at the chalet i didnt sleep at all,,was thinking of question and question at night..but i came to no answer..and all i need know is a GOD to lead mie through this matter and help mie bring my fren back to what they are suppose to be again..
its time to sleep le..bye guys,,good night,,take care ppl..

out of the sudden i feel so moody..thought maybe go for a bath and sit under clear cold water will be better,,but didnt work..hais hais..duno whats wrong with mie..maybe one side of mie is just thinking of that matter again and one side of mie is worry for my xiao mei,,she today suddenly look so de no mood when going home..hais hais..and also worry for my friend,,cos he went hospital for a check up as he was coughing like "no word to describe"..hope hes fine..

signing off
~JohNnY~

talking about today i was suppose to meet wei liang 2 at yishun mrt,,i end up reaching at 2.15,,LOLS,,cos i miss the bus and i use the com for too long that i forgot its time to bath..hahas..den reach school a few mins late..and today all lesson ends at 4 pm cos today is the day for ALL SHATEC staff to gather and watch movie..neh neh,,den i go school for nothing lor..was sitting behind using Viknesh lappy..hahas..after school went to mac and some food and discuss HS project at the same time..went home around 6 and reach home like about 7 le..den my nephew was so dam funny lor..he keep asking stupid question to my aunt and was so dam impressed that he understand and change the answer into some funny stuff..i was laughing like nobody business lah..hahas..

AND GOD BLESS MIE..im bloody tired and feeling so sick,,and i dont want to fall sick..cos the feeling of sick is so the bloody terribly..

today woke up half an hour late..neh neh ,,due to the medicine i took last night..luckily i make it in time..hahas..and today is our POC practical,,cook beef stew and onion soup..the taste errrr i whould just pass bahx,,cos its too salty hahas..and a shocking matter,,my friend was followed by 2 guys,,and the 2 guys is like OMG,,CMI one de lor..hahas..she was feeling so bloody scared man,,and they told the chef,,and the chef say they might be dismissed,,i was like WTF??so seriously??LOLS..alright soon after that mie and my clique,ser jie;winnie;cyndee;kenneth&wei liang,went to JE for K-BOX..from 1 plus all the way till 7..power sia..we was super high at the beginning,,den jiu super EMO,,and HIGH again..i sing until no voice sia..hahas..but was a very fun and enjoyable day for mie..and holy shit man,,my flu is getting worse,,GOD BLESS MIE..i just cant stop sneezing after i reach home..

mie; winnie; ser jie
mie; ser jie
mie singing and wei liang helping mie for the words
mie and wei liang with ser jie fingers

thats all for my photo,,and i swear my hair was in a fucking condition today..NEH NEH..

today duno is don have enough sleep or what,,my eyes is fucking RED man,,GOD BLESS MIE!!and today my class was like damn bloody sad lah,,everyone is like emo-ing,,crying..ZzZ..bcos one of my classmate is leaving,,but hope he wont leave,,cos he is one those rare classmate who you can find one in a million that is so funny and entertaining..alright reach school and saw JT seating at my row,,he today was damn bloody lame lo,,but fun..den went lunch at school de TR..OMG,,the wine waiter was damn bloody nice,,i could still remember their name clearly,,JANELLE and TIFFANY..OMG,,i am so into them man!!!,, esp. JANELLE..hahas..alright after got FSM lesson and eng test..talking about FSM,, he gave us homework yet he dont remember,,bloody hell i spent 1 hour staying into the paper last night and rushing to copy this morning for nothing,,NEH NEH..after school went to meet my cousin and sis again..intended to watch movie but all is like 9+ de..neh neh,,cant watch due to school tomorrow..den have dinner at long john,,take a walk around CWP den HOME SWEET HOME!!!

today is a PH,,wanted to sleep like at least 10 hrs,,but i cant,,woke up like 11.30pm..den jiu watch tv awhile till my parent came back from market and ta pao for mie..my mummy bought laska,,bloody hell its one of my favourite food,,cos its spicy..hahas..but this laska is so so so spicy that my stomach burnt and i think i can spit fire like a dragon sia..LOLS..den went out with my cousin and my sis..we headed town today..i think going out on a PH is the most stupidest thing to be done,,cos everywhere is full and pack of people..lols..den we went to swesens for dinner,,all 3 of us have sirloin steak..and THX to my SIS for the treat..hahas..den headed home like 8.30pm and went to have a bath follow by tv..and guess what i forgotten about my FSM (food service management) homework..OMG,,bloody son of a bitch,,wondering why did i forget about it..ok folks i think i need go rush my FSM homework liao..

finally step out of house at 1620,,have been starring into the com for like about 4-5 hours before going grandpa house..ZzZ..alright nothing much today,,same thing as every sunday,,reach liao greet everyone den watch TV,,eat and HOME SWEET HOME..still planning where to go tmr,,maybe not going out??all my friend seems to be so busy with their project and preparing for their holis..all right folks..thats all,,and there go my sunday..tsk tsk..take care guys..

started off my day by spongebob squarepants..hahas..woke up 1st time on tv and its spongebob so don feel like leaving my bed till 11.30..and soon mom came home,,was fucking pissed off by her,,she just keep askin stupid question..fine drop this,,im sick and tired of them liao..and see my AH BU like very troubled,,also duno what to say to her; cheer her up,,hais so just wish she could cheer up..sob sob :'(..my head was suddenly filled up by the special "HER",,and this remind mie of the sms she send mie,,make mie feel so EMO now..gonna kill my time now by doin errrr duno(??),,till its time to grandpa house..hais my sunday is just wasted like this..