alright, i have being neglecting this blog for days le. sorry. hahas. alright, have a fun and enjoyable and always remembered christmas eve and christmas. and i does enjoy my bqt day on fri, and enjoy my day ytd cos, we got dareen car, its just so fun. hahas. and today have K session with winnie, char and zi xun, its so fun. we should have more. alright a brief one. tmrw will edit. hahas.

bye

today have my pract. exam. successful? i duno. hahas. nthg else after that just smoky day as usual.
and im starting to get PARANOID le. ROAR!!

for you to read:
oh well oh well, early in the morning you seem so angry, i asked you why, you just don replied mie. reach le rosette, see you so shag, ask you why, you just tell mie dont know. do you know how worried am i? roar. waited for you for your exam, seem its quite successful for you bahx? haha. and do you know how i angry i was with you?, when you say something at ATM, i was just totally fed up with what you say, thats why i uses the 4 letter words. just dint know how angry iw as at that time. cabbed home, chatted on how we knew each other, how we began to like each other? haha. just feel kinda funny when i think back, but just love it. haha. hmmm, and now im just getting so fucking PARANOID. cos you just simply dint replied my msg or call since the second i left you. hais. and i gonna miss you for your next 4 off days. :(

(hugs)

i spent my day sleeping today. hahas. woke up at 2 pm, went to town, den to yis and headed back home. have tons and tons of food. and smoky day too. hahas.

msg of the day:
hmmm, happy? i went all the way to pick you home. hahas. im super happy with myself. hahas. cos 1st time i doing this for a girl. (: i felt super xin fu today, cos someone fed mie. haha. cut chix for mie as well, dam happy only. hahas. just felt that im the most luckiest guy in the world today. :) alright, dint meant to do something de, well well, next time i seek your permission first okay? haha. but no choice la, was tempted to do so. haha. and i swear my leg is only for you. no one can use it. hahas. and lastly good luck to my girl for your practical exam tomorrow. and im know you are very tired now, but still gotta study okay?

IMY

hmmm, i got so much to say, i guess? hahas
alright saturday spent my whole day waiting for the call from maria. HAHA.
cos i want to trim my hair. waited for 3 hours for a 10 mins trim. like ? hhahas.
went back home, slack slack den went down to bishan to met up with jas ho and pearling to rosette for EC. :)
well went EC with jas ho, pearlin, jocelyn, jessica, aufa, leong, gui shan, guo sheng, xiang hui, xiang hui fren (david). :)
went to darts after that. da all 10 cups. shiok ar. hahas.
today did nthg much. went to ah gong hse, and slack with yi guang and jas ho before that.

msg of the day,
girl, i got so much to say. what ever i say when im drunk is really just drunk words, but when i keep saying i worried for you is true. hahas. hmmm, and please you know your own limit de, next time don drink so much okay? esp. when im aint with you. oh well oh well, i went back have only like 3-4 hours slept and i woke up le, cos i have a bad dream. and i keep callin you non-stop, but there aint any reply. was so super worried, tot my dream had came true. but lucky it dint. phew. and for today, dint even get a chance to see you, cos both you and mie are tired to come out to meet le. hahas. but when you say you are hungry when you woke up, i wanted to bring you and go eat de, but you rejected mie. hahas, why like this? alright thats all bahx? haha

(hugs)

oh well, today i work for about 16 hours. :D just love the feeling. hahas. quite tiring though, but it kill alot of my time. hahas. hmmm, today overall status is good? hahas.

hiie girl, msg of the day for you again. hahas.
well well, i aint going to let what happen ytd to happen again. just a last sorry to you.
alright as for today, only few things to say. seeing you like this in cab, really ache my heart alot. and tmrw is the very last day of your EC le. a very last good luck to you & your team. :) hope i will be in your station? cos you promise mie something worx. hahas.and some sweet talk for you now. hahas. i treasure every moment we spent together.
i would pamper you forever.
i will oways be there when you need mie.
i will never leave you alone, i swear.
and i should never let you feel unhappy, but happy.
IMY

(hugs)

its 12.46 am and i couldnt get to sleep. worst is that im working morning shift tomorrow, and i have to wake up at 4.50 am. its like 4 hours more to go. fuck man. hais.

FATASS,
i just couldnt get to sleep, as my mind is all you and you. once i close my eyes, images of you just appear, all the different images of you just appear in my mind. i told myself not to think of you le, cos i want to sleep (-.-) but i just couldnt do it. how? i wanted to message and tell you, but i don want to interrupt you and your team interaction or rather your outing?

oh my oh my, cant you just appear right infront of mie and let mie hug you for like just awhile? this feeling really spells sucky now. i dono why im so much into you now, or should i say why i keep thinking of you so much like now and then, and just cant get to my life when you aint around, cos now you are part of mie, and i just cant bear to be parted from you. god please help mie. i love you so much and misses you so much. GIRL please take care of yourself and remember not to eat so much le. (-.-) and oh girl please give me a tight hug tomorrow. i really do hope how much im beside you right now, or you are beside mie right now. and how much i wish im owning a car and a car license now, so i could drive down to drive you home. you just dono how much i want to do for you right now.

and i really pray to god everyday, that you are gonna be my very 1st girl, and my very last girl. and i hope you are happy being with mie. but i don dare to think of our future, cos i really dono how long this is gonna to last, cos we seem to quarrel every day, night and long. cant we stop this nonsense. i know most of the time is started by me, i will try my best not to le. and im learning 'TRUST', i promise i wont doubt on you anymore, and i hope i aint cotrolling. i dono how much i have understand you le, but i know there's lots more to understand you. oh well, i will try my best for that too.

lastly i would like to say, lets pray hard we are gonna last til we end our life, lets pray hard i aint gonna behave your previous boys le. and i know you are trying to fork out time to spend with mie, i appreciate for what you do. and right at this moment, 1.05 am, i pray to god you are gonna be safe under the gods hand, and god please take care of her whenever i aint with her. i thank you god. i promise to try to take vegetable nowadays le. and i hope you aint finding mie irritating at times. cos all i say or what i do is i care for you. and not to pissed you off, except for those teasing words. hope you dint regret in choosing mie.<(thats like random)

well well i should just end it here le. GIRL i really miss you now. (hugs)

from your boy,
johnny
ILY

did quite nthg much for today. all i did was watch tv, msg you, went down for a break and have lunch. thats all.

msg of the day for you:

well well,
my dear girl, i didnt meant to quarrel with you today de. :( but i swear after every session i seem to know you better. :/ of cos i don want to know you better in this way lah. hahas. :) hmmm, think you are working hard now, well i missing you hard now. hahas. :0 if i had never told you about that matter, i think we might not be like this now bahx? hahas. ok anyway, lets forget about what happen today girl. lets pray for a better day tomorrow. :) i wanna hug you so much. :'(

(hugs)

hmmm, spent today like err? hahas. okay woke up, call her till she reach school.
den try to sleep but cant, so msg msg msg, till 11 den i get my ass off the bed. haha.
after that watch tv til its lunch time, use com. chit chat. ask asyraf down to eat again.
but couldnt finish the indian rojak. haha.
reach home bathed, went out again, head down to rosette and meet her.
after that home sweet home.

msg of the day:

hmm, today was like a lonely day in the ealier part of the day. i felt so lonely after i hang up, and i couldnt get back to sleep. so i msg you and msg and msg you. like no one business only. haha. well i find myself very irrisome when i kept callin you non-stop. im sorry. dint mean it. cos you dint replied my msg, so i tried calling you. really wanted to meet you at bukit batok, to accompany you thru the journey to rosette but you don wan. was kinda sad. but nvm still get to meet you in the end. :) anyway for the next 4 days, we wont be meeting each other le. all we can do is just see each other for like 5 mins? or lesser. make mie abit sad. :'( anyway, girl. do your best for EC okay? good luck to you, as well as your team. :)

ps: gonna miss you really hard for this 4 days. :(

erm well well, started off my day by returning to semb hse and have a good sleep and interaction with my com. hahas. its my off day, but cant spend it with you, its abit sad. but we still can msg.

msg of the day for you:

baby you dint know:
how much i want to be with you the whole day,
how much i want to hold you tight,
how much i want to be with you forever,
how much i want to surprise you whole day,
how much i want to spend my day with you.
how much thx i want to say to you.
how much sorry i want to tell you.

i miss&love you baby,
i find you getting more and more adorable each day.

(hug you, with a very sad miss you de face)

ps: i love this blog skin alot, thx you for the blogskin you do for mie. :)

hmmm, today i overslept by 30 mins. hoho, was nearly late lah. but i bath super fast, so still make in time, with mr aw. hahas. hurray tomrw off, happy siah. but happy in the morning only, afternoon = lonely time liao. :( and today new discoveries, saw a super modified subaru car today. it's really wow. just by the look its already wow, plus the sound and having a look at the engine its super WOW. hahas. actuaclly wanted to meet winnie de, but in the end we nvr meet le, cos i can accompany her to dinner. SORRY. so i lepak with brian awhile at marriot. hahas.

hmmm, i wasnt upset today, totally no. im really looking forward to tmrw meetin you. just cant settle myself down for tmrw. really wish tmrw faster come. happy. i miss your hug. :( i miss you even more. and i cant wait for something to happen. :) imy

i damn love today. hahas. cos instead of doing service, i was sleeping in function room. =D slept for about 1 hour. hahas. thats all for service today. hahas. after that left the restaurant with jocelyn. haha, she very funny lah. hahas. cant stand her siah. ZzZ.

went home have some rest left around 5 plus again to meet YOU. hahas. well though we did have some emo or rather kind of quarrel? erm, dint meant it de, just tellin what i feel. =D but was glad we were fine after awhile. i swear your outfit today was really nice and pretty. and i love the *U* from you. :D IMY

currently at OCC playing pool with jas ho, xiang hui, gui shan and leong. hmmm, long time no play le. hahas. being losing all the way leis. :( well was quite happy today bahx. cos i went to find wendy, my long lost best friend. well, girl it nice to chat with you. hahas. long time no see you le, duno when is the next time for us to meet, take care okay? miss you. :)

well well, was very happy to see you today. =D i just cant stop missing you each day. :) just find it funny that the way we talk in outlet and when we go out or on phone is different. hahas. funny man. i just cant wait to see you each day. hahas. IMY lots. :):):)

so effing bored right now, so decided to blog.
well well, have not being working for 2 days le, today going back for work. hahas. not use to waking up early leis. hahas. alright im so hungry now, feeling so cold too, sky outside is still so dark, and everyone is still asleep. :( gtg , its work time. IMY.

well, i swear today when i woke up and you told mie that you overslept and etc, i was very very angry. but at the very moment i saw you, all the anger was gone, cos all the happiness overcome the anger. =D i swear seeing you each day, it make my day. all my emo-tioness and anger just disappear like magic. :)

here is some lyrics for you:
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

well well, i hope you like it, cos everytime i hear all these songs, the image of you will just appear in my mind automatically, esp. is those lyrics i posted. i swear i will just act like the lyircs. i know this abit silly, but i just feel like telling you all these thru here. IMY every sec, min, hour and day.

i got tons tons tons of thing to say. hais. i want to understand you well, but i duno how, i want to love you enough but i duno, i want to know you well but i duno. i don want anymore promises from you and mie anymore, cos we always break our promises. i want to know something but i duno how. i want to ask god tons and tons of thing but i cant see god. i want to throw everyhting and everyone that i have now and go oversea and nvr be back. or even i want to die right now? i duno whta thing else to say. FUCK YOU JOHNNIE.

Currently in Woodlands Library, with Jas Ho and Jonathan Neo. =D So effing bored right now. Well well, i don really like to see you like this you know? :( I wan to see a cheerful you. :) Just simply fuck care what he say okay? And show your best during your event okay? I will be there to support you de. :D erm i think thats all i have to say about today. HAHA. Hope to see you tomorrow okay? :)

IMY :( :( :(

Well well, Im so Effing bored right now. :/ hmmm, im so happy for this 2 days. :D. bcos i get to see you. Ytd i finally make you happy again, and i damn loved ytd, although some pai sey stuff happened to mie. HAHA. well well, i just cant stop loving you more each day.

&& i appreciated for what you did today. Damn love you, my dear girl. Although the time is short today, but i still love it. Am really surprised for what you did. Lastly i thank you for you did today. ILY. IMY.

Sometimes theres alot of thing i say, i just don meant it that way at all. Just kinda teasing or joking with you only. But if what i have say just now really pissed you off, im really sorry my girl. i didnt do it on purpose de. i really don like to see you like this, i don wan to see you like this. i only want to see a happy you. =D

Alright, after few days of ABOYUER, today is the most FCUK UP. Cos all of you simply just go straight to the chef and fired order, if you all don need me, just say it. I will go out and help you guys on the service. You guys left blank (blur look) down there. Anyway lets not repeat this mistake again. :)

Well, johnny is abit sick this few days, keep coughing non-stop, and just cant stop my flu. So tomorrow going to bottom up 2 can of tonic water with salt together with Jonathan Neo. -.-

Tomorrow is our War time, lets hope everything go well. No obstruction, No service jams during service. Lets pray that we can win this war peacefully. HA-LEH-HU-YA!!

And today was quite happy too, cos i gave you a surprise and you are happy. So im happy too, but just frustrated over some work problem. :D And i swear i will give you more to brighten up your day more, i swear you can ask for more. (:

Nights people.
TO ALL EC TEAM MEMBERS:
We shall win this war together,
neither service side nor kitchen side shall win it alone,
BUT together.
Smiles everyone.
We will win. :):):)

O Hi everyone, its has being sometime since i last updated. Well life is still the same, this working morning shift, woke up at around 0445 - 0500 like this. Its actually quite fun working morning shift, just cant use words to describe it. =D

Alright my group EC is coming up just this week le. Kind of looking forward to it, think its going to show where all of us stand and the end product of 40TR session and 7 weeks of Charcoal training. Hope all of us could do it well.

Well today, i personally felt i have upset you a lot of times. I dint meant it, but all i can say is I'm Sorry. I promise it wont happen it again. And my day was ended with Yi Guang phone call, (hahas) having a like 2 hours "NO LINK" chat.

My Love