its 12.46 am and i couldnt get to sleep. worst is that im working morning shift tomorrow, and i have to wake up at 4.50 am. its like 4 hours more to go. fuck man. hais.
FATASS,
i just couldnt get to sleep, as my mind is all you and you. once i close my eyes, images of you just appear, all the different images of you just appear in my mind. i told myself not to think of you le, cos i want to sleep (-.-) but i just couldnt do it. how? i wanted to message and tell you, but i don want to interrupt you and your team interaction or rather your outing?
oh my oh my, cant you just appear right infront of mie and let mie hug you for like just awhile? this feeling really spells sucky now. i dono why im so much into you now, or should i say why i keep thinking of you so much like now and then, and just cant get to my life when you aint around, cos now you are part of mie, and i just cant bear to be parted from you. god please help mie. i love you so much and misses you so much. GIRL please take care of yourself and remember not to eat so much le. (-.-) and oh girl please give me a tight hug tomorrow. i really do hope how much im beside you right now, or you are beside mie right now. and how much i wish im owning a car and a car license now, so i could drive down to drive you home. you just dono how much i want to do for you right now.
and i really pray to god everyday, that you are gonna be my very 1st girl, and my very last girl. and i hope you are happy being with mie. but i don dare to think of our future, cos i really dono how long this is gonna to last, cos we seem to quarrel every day, night and long. cant we stop this nonsense. i know most of the time is started by me, i will try my best not to le. and im learning 'TRUST', i promise i wont doubt on you anymore, and i hope i aint cotrolling. i dono how much i have understand you le, but i know there's lots more to understand you. oh well, i will try my best for that too.
lastly i would like to say, lets pray hard we are gonna last til we end our life, lets pray hard i aint gonna behave your previous boys le. and i know you are trying to fork out time to spend with mie, i appreciate for what you do. and right at this moment, 1.05 am, i pray to god you are gonna be safe under the gods hand, and god please take care of her whenever i aint with her. i thank you god. i promise to try to take vegetable nowadays le. and i hope you aint finding mie irritating at times. cos all i say or what i do is i care for you. and not to pissed you off, except for those teasing words. hope you dint regret in choosing mie.<(thats like random)
well well i should just end it here le. GIRL i really miss you now. (hugs)
from your boy,
johnny
ILY
FATASS,
i just couldnt get to sleep, as my mind is all you and you. once i close my eyes, images of you just appear, all the different images of you just appear in my mind. i told myself not to think of you le, cos i want to sleep (-.-) but i just couldnt do it. how? i wanted to message and tell you, but i don want to interrupt you and your team interaction or rather your outing?
oh my oh my, cant you just appear right infront of mie and let mie hug you for like just awhile? this feeling really spells sucky now. i dono why im so much into you now, or should i say why i keep thinking of you so much like now and then, and just cant get to my life when you aint around, cos now you are part of mie, and i just cant bear to be parted from you. god please help mie. i love you so much and misses you so much. GIRL please take care of yourself and remember not to eat so much le. (-.-) and oh girl please give me a tight hug tomorrow. i really do hope how much im beside you right now, or you are beside mie right now. and how much i wish im owning a car and a car license now, so i could drive down to drive you home. you just dono how much i want to do for you right now.
and i really pray to god everyday, that you are gonna be my very 1st girl, and my very last girl. and i hope you are happy being with mie. but i don dare to think of our future, cos i really dono how long this is gonna to last, cos we seem to quarrel every day, night and long. cant we stop this nonsense. i know most of the time is started by me, i will try my best not to le. and im learning 'TRUST', i promise i wont doubt on you anymore, and i hope i aint cotrolling. i dono how much i have understand you le, but i know there's lots more to understand you. oh well, i will try my best for that too.
lastly i would like to say, lets pray hard we are gonna last til we end our life, lets pray hard i aint gonna behave your previous boys le. and i know you are trying to fork out time to spend with mie, i appreciate for what you do. and right at this moment, 1.05 am, i pray to god you are gonna be safe under the gods hand, and god please take care of her whenever i aint with her. i thank you god. i promise to try to take vegetable nowadays le. and i hope you aint finding mie irritating at times. cos all i say or what i do is i care for you. and not to pissed you off, except for those teasing words. hope you dint regret in choosing mie.<(thats like random)
well well i should just end it here le. GIRL i really miss you now. (hugs)
from your boy,
johnny
ILY
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