find myself so useless now..seeing friends and bestie broken down into tears,,but i couldnt do anything..i could just only say the same things over and over again..duno what else to say..a failure will always be a failure..alst night alot of question pop into my mind,,but till now no ans came to the question..and i aint acting like the johnny use to be..i feel so lost now..i need to pull myself thru before i could help my fren,,but i duno how..duno what has really happened to mie..and im very frustrated by my mom,,she keep askin mie the question again and agian,,feeling so damn bloody fan..
GOD please help mie..pull mie thru..i want to be the johnny i use to be..