fucking effing boring right now,,
duno wat to do,,
so decided to blog..LOLx..
just watch hot shot,,
and i saw how jie er express her love,,
quite touching though i think is bit of stupid,,
but having second thought,,
i think its worth it,,=D
alright thats all,,

small girl,,
smile your way thru the day,,
don ):,,easy old de,,
rmb your promise,,
be happy..
okay??

today was the 1st day of attachment..
woke up at 5am with a slight fever,,
but i carry on my way to school..
nthg much about the work,,
den went home after work,,
was running high fever by then..

thats all..
good nights,,
take care..
JOHNNIE

woke up at 11.30 bahx??
jesse ask mie to meet her early,,yet she came so late..=.-
and waited for jasmine for 1 hr,,
omg,,why gals oways like this..ZzZ
anyway im use to it le..=D
after we went to wendy's dad shop to eat,,
his father very cute and funny lah.. ;)
and very kind oso,,and of cos the food was nice too,,
i love the bee hoon and the prawn cracker esp. =D!!
den reach home,,have a cold war with mummy,,ROAR!!
until now still don feel like talking to her..hahas..

alright just have my supper,,
tv-ing now,,
alright good night readers
take care!!

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE

im so gonna miss you for 3 mths lah..hahas..
and smile more during attachment worx!!=D
have a happy day later on,,
and Take Care aite!! =[)

today have my HS refferral,,
but im prepare to retake it again anyway..
cos i dint study,,=D
den trained home with charlene; ser jie; and brian&fanil drop at jurong for the green line..=D

went home,,watched VCD and com all the way,,
left house at 6 plus to panjang to meet up with the Small Girl..
pass her the menu and went lepak-ing..

reached home 12.40am,,
hoho,,mommy dint really scold,,
if not war will be declare again..=D
anyway just want to say im 8teen le,,
i will go home de lah,,no need keep calling de..
ZzZ..

anyway,,lazy to blog more lah,,
see ya guys,,
good night..
looking forward to tmrw..=D

how i hope sitting at this swing,,
could swing away all my troubles,,
and swing them faraway,,
really far far away and never be back again,,
but i knew this isnt possible,,
so just gotta live with it.. :(

alright went out today,,
let out my voice with jonathan,,cyndee,,yi guang the man and of cos SMALL GIRL..
was surprise,,small girl was early..=D
so went starbuck,,take a drink while waiting for the rest..
went in around 2 with small girl 1st,,
yg came 3o mins ltr,,follow by that couple 60 mins ltr.. =s
settle ourselves with dinner and ended my day with a can of beer..=D

alright,, sorry to jess,,eric and cai huang...didnt really spent time with you guys..
anyway hope to see eric this sat..=D
looking forward to saturday..;)

can i??
i just cant seem to find my confident anymore,,
neither in my study or rather i should say MYSELF,,
jesse,,
you may list out all my positive and say there is really nthg much of my negative,,
but still i feel i have more negative as compare to positive..

alright,,today met up with small girl,,
she was late for 30 mins okie??
ZzZ,,so anyway starbuck on her..=D!!
but lunch,,sakae,,was on mie :(
yg join us at around4.30pm..
and we went round the whole of city hall,,
to shop for charlene (:D) present,,
came to a decision to buy her a straw bag and a GODIVAS CHOCOLATE..
TO CHARLENE : hope you like it,,=D

den settle dinner at makan sutra and follow by few cans of beer,,
well had some scolding or lecture (??)from them..
i know you guys really care for mie,,
and really hope i made the right choice,,
told charlene not to worry much for mie,,
and told her i know what im doing,,
but in actual fact i duno what im doing is right and wrong,,
how i hope i could just bang into a wall or dig a hole to hide myself inside lah,,

anyway had a quite a nice day with all my classmates,,=D esp with yi guang around,,a good bro..
and not forgetting brian's magic and fanil some talk,,yea(!!)you guys rock my day!!

well so far i have been spending my holiday goin out,,
start from friday,,
alright ytd i woke up around 8 ??
and went down to yishun to meet someone,,
and after out lunch went woodlands slack,,
and after that off to grandpa hse..
weekly routine..

as for today woke up at afternoon,,
den pack bag and return to yishun,,
after that went panjang pass cyndee her DS game,,
and back to yishun to eat laksa and poolin session with eric and tty..
thats all..=D

i have been trying my best to cheer you up,,
my best to walk you of your darkness,,
my best to bring you joy,,
but you just keep getting back to the same point time over time,,
some time i feel im a person whom you need it when you are ___,,
and throw it away when you are _____..

wah i swear this few days is so damn shiok lah,,
as said in the previous post,,went chiong ytd,,
and today woke up at 10,,
i was like sian lah,,slept for 2 hrs nia..ZzZ..
den went brunch with aunt family,,as it was uncle BD..
the dim sum is so nice but the yam was like,,HOLY SHIT!!!
after that went home liao,,rest awhlie wanted to sleep,,
but mommy wan go bugis ("4 horse road") pray,,
so follow her,,
met yi gunag aftermath,,and met winnie and her fren like 6??ROAR!!
we went TIMBRE bar,,the one at art house,,
see live band performance,,
THE GOODFELLA is so god damn nice,,esp the lead singer,,
i swear man,,its a super duper nice band..
and 4 of us share cab home afterwards..=D
alright tmrw still got a super long day to go,,gotta sleep soon..
good nights people..
take care..=D

hiie peeps,,
just reached homed..=[)
went out with cousins last night till morning,,
have some crazy board games,,
after that pooling session,,
and follow by K-Box,,
but i fall asleep in K box..=D
anyway nthg much,,
just wanted to say ITS HOLIDAY..=D
and today i have a pack day,,gonna take some 2 hours and carry on till night..=D

SMALL GIRL:
don forget wat you promise mie,,=D
i know i have been very fan,,keep asking you to cheer up,,
cos i really really really don wan to see you so sad,, :(
so anyway,,just don think too much okay??
can chat with mie if you want,,im 24/7 on service.. :)
take care ,,small girl..

today didnt really study muchn for tmrw exam,,
going to chiong tonight,,
met my cousin and jesse say she wanna join us,,
and so she join us,,
have quite a chat with her lah,,
long time no see her le,,
was shock to recieve her call just now,,hahas
anyway really was nice of you to called me and meet mie,,
update me on the next meet up..
thast all bahx??
hahas..

have you ever wonder why im so nice to you??
why i treat you so good??
very hard to tell you something,,but i will try my best,,=D
and pls don distant mie after that,,
like you and and that ass hole..
and i will continue to wait patiently..

what should i say ??
FATE,,you has won me once again..
no i should say,,you have fool mie once again..
hais,,why is it happening this way??
i really feel like being fool around for a long long time,,
why didnt i strive??
why didnt i tell you??
whats holding mie that time??
why wait till now??
why why why???

and why is it happening in the middle of exam??
why??

should i or shouldnt i??
maybe i should,,but........
maybe i shoulnt,,but........

hais can someone tell mie wat to do ??

so dam effin boring right now!!
so decided to blog,,
tmrw is my 3rd paper le,,
after that 1 more to go and happy hour!!:)

about my previous 2 ppr,,
i think for my beverages is a CONFIRM gone le..
as for my foods should be able to pass bahx,,
teacher did gave as ans for the last part,,but my MCQ was like HOLLY SHIT!!!

and now im goin to study my catering science le,,
SIANS!!!

bye,,
good night..

13th sept(sat):
woke up at 12.30pm wake up 1st thing is on com,,
after that watch tv,,
den finally got the mood to leave the bed and bath and have my brunch,,
have a msn chat with cyndee (ah mei) and emily,,
met emily and mh under my block to lepak,,
but for caution,, we went 2 blk behind my blk,,
chit chat chit chat,,
suddenly a water bomb drop,,
it kena us and i was so dam effing angry that all vulgarities nearly flew out..
so decided to go back to my block and lepak,,
saw ppl playin bball,,
and we borrow a ball from them and play,,
emily so violent lah,,
play ball oso scratch pple and hit pple,,neh de,,
she scratch until both of my hand got scars le,,='(
after that still touch my most ticklish part,,ROAR!!
after they came my hse awhile and session ends at 8.30pm..=D

good nights readers,,
take care,,

TO 4O8c:
GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS FOR THE UPCOMING EXAM!!
AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH!!
WORK HARD NOW AND PLAY HARD LATTER!!
GOOD LUCK GUYS!!!

TO AH MEI:
DRINK MORE WATER AND REST WELL,,
RMB TTO SEE A DOC WHEN THERE IS A NEED,,OK??
MUST REALLY REALLY TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH WORX!!

today i only have 2 topic to say..

1stly is about myself,,
i dono what have gotten to mie recently,,
i kept saying bad comment of pple,,
i cant kp-ing pple,,
and vulgarities just come out of my mouth non-stop,,
anyway just want to say sorry to pple who i have offended,,
and to: winnie,,really didnt meant those words de,,so sorry ar!!
and to emily also sorry ar,,everyday called you to chat,,and my vulgarities just flew out,,really sorry ar!!

enough of emo shit le,,cos i don wan to be like SOMEONE..

2ndly, is about my class 408C and i..
have our last 2 sections of pract. exam today,,
i was the 1st few,,but end up goin home last..=D
cos i stay behind and lepak in school and talk with my belover classmates,,=D
after that went for our effin super late dinner..
we sat outside watse mall in a circle and ate mac,,LOLS!!
was quite fun today,,esp. during the chatting session and dinner..

thats all,,
now gotta wait for my sis to come home and open door for her,,-.-!!
good nights readers,,
take care aite!!

FUCK siah!!
i got curfew again,,neh2 leis,,
now 12 am must reach home,,sian luhs,,
only days that i can go beyond that is when im with my sis,,or my other elder cousin..
SIAN LIAO LAH!!!

nvm now must learn to sneak out le,,like how i don in yishun..=D =D =D

anyway today post is abot exam,,
exam is just days after,,
so 408C do your best,,and study hard!!
good lucks to you guys,,
and take care of your health,,don fall sick worx..

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!

GOD YOU SUCKS!!
YOU HAVE NEVER GIVE ME A GOOD LIFE,,
YOU HAVE NEVER FAIL TO FAIL ME IN EVERYTHING,,
YOU HAVE NEVER GIVE ME A PEACEFUL TIME..

in conclusion:
I HATE GOD!!

eric if you are seeing this,,
want another drinking session??
give me a call!! thx!! take care!!

04/09/08 thurs:
didnt really rmb wat happen on that day,,
only knew there is the wine tasting section,,
and its sux..

05/09/08 fri:
have safti,,
and holy shit,,
my ipod was missing..
nabei,,CB,,FUCK..
went to find cousin after that and reached home round 2 am ??

06/09/08 sat:
rotted whole day,,
den went to sing K at night,,
and supper after that,,
homed at 1 am,,
and slept at 4 am..

07/09/08 sun:
fucking boring,,
weekly routine again,,
and i think it will be a smoky day for mie..

01/09/08 monday:
had our theme party,,
was pretty busy,,
although we were just the pantry and wash-up ppl,,
i should say,,these party couldnt have survived w/o us,,
cos just stock check alone is already making us so pek chek le,,
we have to give them what they requested,,so ran between the 2 TRs to borrow palte and etc..

02/09/08 tusday:
school started late today,,
due to the theme party was ended late ytd,,
and nth much on this day..

03/09/08 wednesday:
well,,
meet my clique for breakfast today at subway,,
and was just so damn fucking UNLUCKY today,,
tio fine..nabei CHEE***
after that went sch,,
adn nthg much happen after that..