Places.

tell me what am i to you now ?

do i stand any place in your heart?

am just someone you need you come to me, when you don't, you left me aside.

this is really sucky.

sighs

let me just carry on this slowly, endurance is the word i must perceive now. and a full stop shall be place on your bd.

why issit, bcos of you again?
fuck, why issit when come to you, i got so worked up?
you make me do wrong thing again.
i swear having knowing you, it really screw my life.
cos its always you make me do the wrong thing.
im fuck up.
my shirt wrote, no fcukin' worries
but i still have tons of worry when you and her are tgt.
i just get work up, when i see your name.
OMG, pls tell me what to do?
i have a fail family right now.
now and other thing is just failing again.
you have your mom and dad,
i do have it, but it just look like i don have.
cos they either don care me, or they over care, make me feel so irritated,
quarrel over me.
fuck.
im such a lousy person,
make ppl quarrel over,
make ppl feel angry from they are not.
my god. just tell me what am i?
why do i always make you angry when you are not.
just let me feel okay, when i come across your name again kay?
pls god, let me.

Suddenly felt so lost.
am i someone who really give empty promises?
if i did, i am really sorry.
to sean, sorry i acted so ah beng ytd, if i had offended you. anyway i had confirm for you about AYG, min requirement is 6 days.
to charlene, if i really put you off, im really sorry.
to winnie, im sorry that i always give you empty promises, lying to you.
to flash toh, i don think im someone great to tell you all those thing just now, just take my words as bullshitting, looking at my life now, i don think i have the right to tell you what to do.
to myself, who am i? felt so lost suddenly, as i walking home, i suddenly felt this aint the life i wanna walk, felt that my life has no goal, felt that my life is just bullshitting, felt that my life sucks, i really had landed myself to a state where i dono who am i? who could kindly bring me back? who could tell me who am i? who could tell me what is my goal in my life? who could tell me what is my life all about?
noone is perfect in this world, but im the most imperfect person in this world, eve a beggar look perfect compare to me.
thank you
for reading such a emo post today.
pls feed back about me, i really want to know, what kind of guy am i to you guys. to better understand of myself, i really don understand myself well now.
you may email me about your feedback. thanks alot.
take care everyone.
dont think will be blogging more for the next few days, or week.

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

WHEN OUTSIDE IS RAINING HEAVILY
SINGAPORE MRT IS RAINING AS WELL.

FUCKER you.
FUCK OFF NOW.
don wan to see the fucking you anymore,
faster fuck off.