7/11/08:
i thought i could make this a happy day for you or rather both of us..but looks like i dint and make you upset or rather stress in the end..im sorry i dint meant that..but i just dono how to put it in words,,i will try not to push you further anymore..i understand you and i require more time to settle down..

8/11/08:
the 1st day of working without you,,and the feeling spells SUCKS..i was waiting for 'missed calls' but i received none in the end..how emo have i being,,how sad am i..but thanks to BRIAN,,he make me,,he cheer my day up a bit..3 cheers for brian..=D!! brian and ray is the best chef that i have know so far,,other than you..you are still the best,,but you aint here today.. ='(

after work went pool,,eat with brian and his chef gang..they are so god damn funny,,is hould hang out with them more man..i just love them..they just shoot each other like nobody business..woah thats like so WOAH!!hahas..

right end it here..
nights
take care..

I Miss You
plaease take good care of yourself..
i will see you 7 days at rosette or somerest MRT.. =D