Just my life

Places.

2010-01-26T23:00:00.001+08:00

tell me what am i to you now ?

do i stand any place in your heart?

am just someone you need you come to me, when you don't, you left me aside.

this is really sucky.

sighs

2010-01-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

let me just carry on this slowly, endurance is the word i must perceive now. and a full stop shall be place on your bd.

2009-07-30T20:29:00.000+08:00

why issit, bcos of you again?
fuck, why issit when come to you, i got so worked up?
you make me do wrong thing again.
i swear having knowing you, it really screw my life.
cos its always you make me do the wrong thing.
im fuck up.
my shirt wrote, no fcukin' worries
but i still have tons of worry when you and her are tgt.
i just get work up, when i see your name.
OMG, pls tell me what to do?
i have a fail family right now.
now and other thing is just failing again.
you have your mom and dad,
i do have it, but it just look like i don have.
cos they either don care me, or they over care, make me feel so irritated,
quarrel over me.
fuck.
im such a lousy person,
make ppl quarrel over,
make ppl feel angry from they are not.
my god. just tell me what am i?
why do i always make you angry when you are not.
just let me feel okay, when i come across your name again kay?
pls god, let me.

2009-06-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

Suddenly felt so lost.
am i someone who really give empty promises?
if i did, i am really sorry.
to sean, sorry i acted so ah beng ytd, if i had offended you. anyway i had confirm for you about AYG, min requirement is 6 days.
to charlene, if i really put you off, im really sorry.
to winnie, im sorry that i always give you empty promises, lying to you.
to flash toh, i don think im someone great to tell you all those thing just now, just take my words as bullshitting, looking at my life now, i don think i have the right to tell you what to do.
to myself, who am i? felt so lost suddenly, as i walking home, i suddenly felt this aint the life i wanna walk, felt that my life has no goal, felt that my life is just bullshitting, felt that my life sucks, i really had landed myself to a state where i dono who am i? who could kindly bring me back? who could tell me who am i? who could tell me what is my goal in my life? who could tell me what is my life all about?
noone is perfect in this world, but im the most imperfect person in this world, eve a beggar look perfect compare to me.
thank you
for reading such a emo post today.
pls feed back about me, i really want to know, what kind of guy am i to you guys. to better understand of myself, i really don understand myself well now.
you may email me about your feedback. thanks alot.
take care everyone.
dont think will be blogging more for the next few days, or week.

2009-06-05T16:34:00.000+08:00

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally deedeedeedee
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

2009-05-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

WHEN OUTSIDE IS RAINING HEAVILY
SINGAPORE MRT IS RAINING AS WELL.

2009-05-12T20:22:00.001+08:00

FUCKER you.
FUCK OFF NOW.
don wan to see the fucking you anymore,
faster fuck off.

2009-04-28T20:40:00.003+08:00

days are getting shorter, im moving back to my house soon.
my real house, one and only house le.
but im sad to leave auntie house, cos i will miss her cooking,
scolding, the liveliness where its hard to find in my house.
and of cos i will miss KS1 KS2. hmmmm :(

girl, take care of yourself okay?
you look sick le.
herbal tea on the way le. :D
bye.

life is short,
precious everything, before you regret.
AND DONOT take things for granted.

2009-04-28T20:33:00.003+08:00

It has been long, since i last blog.
life is just life, you live it thru,
died with no regret,
thinking of doomsday, im bit scare,
you told me, not all maybe affected, you and me have the same thinking,
what if you seffered is doomsdday and i dint, HOW?
so now i say, life is short, we must live it thru no regret.

this few days i may have being abit hot tempered to you,
im sorry. its my fault, cos im really scare of doomsday,
afraid of losing you, really afraid of everything. :(

im promise, i wont give you anymore attitude le,
i want everyone reading this blog to be my withness,
i will treat good, no more attitude, tempered, no more tantrum.

johnny was here with sis laptop.
thx sis
i use your laptop when you aint around, sorry, dint ask permisson. :)

2009-04-11T12:06:00.002+08:00

FUCK OFF
I SAY FUCK OFF
you have being touching my things w/o permission, im so bloody freak out.
see the thing also make comment, nvr see also make comment.
whats your prob with her?
FUCK OFF LA.
and whats your prob with me?
every now and then you want to question me.
its not like this before. nabei chee.

i had enough le,
i broke out to tears for i duno why?
i wan a new life.
i wan a new home.
i wan to be alone.
god, you are cruel to me.
FUCK YOU

2009-03-25T22:10:00.003+08:00

now i finally enjoy the taste of a warm and happy family.
never had such fun experience before.
just a 5 mins phonecall, i heard their conservation,
though her family might be small, but i can sense the warmness.
where is my?
i want my, i don to have it until i start a family, cos its 2 diff feeling as a parent and as a child.

and dear god, can you please lead a path to walk?
i am stuck.
i duno what to do le.
things are driving me crazy.
si le suan le.

2009-03-21T21:37:00.002+08:00

i really envy some family with the warm feeling.

how i wish i have 1 too. :(

can i have a family like what other family have too?

i do find the warmness in my aunt hse but it isnt my hse.

hais

i wan that too. :(

lastly good luck to all my classmate, and the specially her.

mug hard for exam. :D

don fall sick.

2009-03-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

Exams next week,

Bqt presentation this coming sat,

so, Im gonna mug and wont be back blogging.

Perhaps, after exams?

2009-03-09T21:53:00.002+08:00

Im so gonna die anytime.
nose block, sore throat.
all because of the fucking projects.
make cant sleep for nights. ROAR.
Im so tired.

And Dear God,
i really hope you really hold her well,
when im not around.
And i really wished i could stay by you forever,
because im lonely,
and missing you badly.

Dear God

2009-02-22T12:25:00.002+08:00

Dear God - Avenged Sevenfold

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no
Once again

2009-01-19T22:08:00.002+08:00

Johnny currently won't be back for blogging as he's busy with his HS referral studies, this semester studies and the upcoming projects.

:)

F.

2009-01-15T21:36:00.003+08:00

Assholeisyou.

Bye.

2008-12-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

alright, i have being neglecting this blog for days le. sorry. hahas. alright, have a fun and enjoyable and always remembered christmas eve and christmas. and i does enjoy my bqt day on fri, and enjoy my day ytd cos, we got dareen car, its just so fun. hahas. and today have K session with winnie, char and zi xun, its so fun. we should have more. alright a brief one. tmrw will edit. hahas.

bye

2008-12-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

today have my pract. exam. successful? i duno. hahas. nthg else after that just smoky day as usual.
and im starting to get PARANOID le. ROAR!!

for you to read:
oh well oh well, early in the morning you seem so angry, i asked you why, you just don replied mie. reach le rosette, see you so shag, ask you why, you just tell mie dont know. do you know how worried am i? roar. waited for you for your exam, seem its quite successful for you bahx? haha. and do you know how i angry i was with you?, when you say something at ATM, i was just totally fed up with what you say, thats why i uses the 4 letter words. just dint know how angry iw as at that time. cabbed home, chatted on how we knew each other, how we began to like each other? haha. just feel kinda funny when i think back, but just love it. haha. hmmm, and now im just getting so fucking PARANOID. cos you just simply dint replied my msg or call since the second i left you. hais. and i gonna miss you for your next 4 off days. :(

(hugs)

2008-12-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

i spent my day sleeping today. hahas. woke up at 2 pm, went to town, den to yis and headed back home. have tons and tons of food. and smoky day too. hahas.

msg of the day:
hmmm, happy? i went all the way to pick you home. hahas. im super happy with myself. hahas. cos 1st time i doing this for a girl. (: i felt super xin fu today, cos someone fed mie. haha. cut chix for mie as well, dam happy only. hahas. just felt that im the most luckiest guy in the world today. :) alright, dint meant to do something de, well well, next time i seek your permission first okay? haha. but no choice la, was tempted to do so. haha. and i swear my leg is only for you. no one can use it. hahas. and lastly good luck to my girl for your practical exam tomorrow. and im know you are very tired now, but still gotta study okay?

IMY

2008-12-21T22:00:00.001+08:00

hmmm, i got so much to say, i guess? hahas
alright saturday spent my whole day waiting for the call from maria. HAHA.
cos i want to trim my hair. waited for 3 hours for a 10 mins trim. like ? hhahas.
went back home, slack slack den went down to bishan to met up with jas ho and pearling to rosette for EC. :)
well went EC with jas ho, pearlin, jocelyn, jessica, aufa, leong, gui shan, guo sheng, xiang hui, xiang hui fren (david). :)
went to darts after that. da all 10 cups. shiok ar. hahas.
today did nthg much. went to ah gong hse, and slack with yi guang and jas ho before that.

msg of the day,
girl, i got so much to say. what ever i say when im drunk is really just drunk words, but when i keep saying i worried for you is true. hahas. hmmm, and please you know your own limit de, next time don drink so much okay? esp. when im aint with you. oh well oh well, i went back have only like 3-4 hours slept and i woke up le, cos i have a bad dream. and i keep callin you non-stop, but there aint any reply. was so super worried, tot my dream had came true. but lucky it dint. phew. and for today, dint even get a chance to see you, cos both you and mie are tired to come out to meet le. hahas. but when you say you are hungry when you woke up, i wanted to bring you and go eat de, but you rejected mie. hahas, why like this? alright thats all bahx? haha

(hugs)

2008-12-20T01:10:00.002+08:00

oh well, today i work for about 16 hours. :D just love the feeling. hahas. quite tiring though, but it kill alot of my time. hahas. hmmm, today overall status is good? hahas.

hiie girl, msg of the day for you again. hahas.
well well, i aint going to let what happen ytd to happen again. just a last sorry to you.
alright as for today, only few things to say. seeing you like this in cab, really ache my heart alot. and tmrw is the very last day of your EC le. a very last good luck to you & your team. :) hope i will be in your station? cos you promise mie something worx. hahas.and some sweet talk for you now. hahas. i treasure every moment we spent together.
i would pamper you forever.
i will oways be there when you need mie.
i will never leave you alone, i swear.
and i should never let you feel unhappy, but happy.
IMY

(hugs)

2008-12-19T00:40:00.003+08:00

its 12.46 am and i couldnt get to sleep. worst is that im working morning shift tomorrow, and i have to wake up at 4.50 am. its like 4 hours more to go. fuck man. hais.

FATASS,
i just couldnt get to sleep, as my mind is all you and you. once i close my eyes, images of you just appear, all the different images of you just appear in my mind. i told myself not to think of you le, cos i want to sleep (-.-) but i just couldnt do it. how? i wanted to message and tell you, but i don want to interrupt you and your team interaction or rather your outing?

oh my oh my, cant you just appear right infront of mie and let mie hug you for like just awhile? this feeling really spells sucky now. i dono why im so much into you now, or should i say why i keep thinking of you so much like now and then, and just cant get to my life when you aint around, cos now you are part of mie, and i just cant bear to be parted from you. god please help mie. i love you so much and misses you so much. GIRL please take care of yourself and remember not to eat so much le. (-.-) and oh girl please give me a tight hug tomorrow. i really do hope how much im beside you right now, or you are beside mie right now. and how much i wish im owning a car and a car license now, so i could drive down to drive you home. you just dono how much i want to do for you right now.

and i really pray to god everyday, that you are gonna be my very 1st girl, and my very last girl. and i hope you are happy being with mie. but i don dare to think of our future, cos i really dono how long this is gonna to last, cos we seem to quarrel every day, night and long. cant we stop this nonsense. i know most of the time is started by me, i will try my best not to le. and im learning 'TRUST', i promise i wont doubt on you anymore, and i hope i aint cotrolling. i dono how much i have understand you le, but i know there's lots more to understand you. oh well, i will try my best for that too.

lastly i would like to say, lets pray hard we are gonna last til we end our life, lets pray hard i aint gonna behave your previous boys le. and i know you are trying to fork out time to spend with mie, i appreciate for what you do. and right at this moment, 1.05 am, i pray to god you are gonna be safe under the gods hand, and god please take care of her whenever i aint with her. i thank you god. i promise to try to take vegetable nowadays le. and i hope you aint finding mie irritating at times. cos all i say or what i do is i care for you. and not to pissed you off, except for those teasing words. hope you dint regret in choosing mie.<(thats like random)

well well i should just end it here le. GIRL i really miss you now. (hugs)

from your boy,
johnny
ILY

2008-12-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

did quite nthg much for today. all i did was watch tv, msg you, went down for a break and have lunch. thats all.

msg of the day for you:

well well,
my dear girl, i didnt meant to quarrel with you today de. :( but i swear after every session i seem to know you better. :/ of cos i don want to know you better in this way lah. hahas. :) hmmm, think you are working hard now, well i missing you hard now. hahas. :0 if i had never told you about that matter, i think we might not be like this now bahx? hahas. ok anyway, lets forget about what happen today girl. lets pray for a better day tomorrow. :) i wanna hug you so much. :'(

(hugs)

2008-12-17T23:26:00.004+08:00

hmmm, spent today like err? hahas. okay woke up, call her till she reach school.
den try to sleep but cant, so msg msg msg, till 11 den i get my ass off the bed. haha.
after that watch tv til its lunch time, use com. chit chat. ask asyraf down to eat again.
but couldnt finish the indian rojak. haha.
reach home bathed, went out again, head down to rosette and meet her.
after that home sweet home.

msg of the day:

hmm, today was like a lonely day in the ealier part of the day. i felt so lonely after i hang up, and i couldnt get back to sleep. so i msg you and msg and msg you. like no one business only. haha. well i find myself very irrisome when i kept callin you non-stop. im sorry. dint mean it. cos you dint replied my msg, so i tried calling you. really wanted to meet you at bukit batok, to accompany you thru the journey to rosette but you don wan. was kinda sad. but nvm still get to meet you in the end. :) anyway for the next 4 days, we wont be meeting each other le. all we can do is just see each other for like 5 mins? or lesser. make mie abit sad. :'( anyway, girl. do your best for EC okay? good luck to you, as well as your team. :)

ps: gonna miss you really hard for this 4 days. :(

2008-12-16T20:50:00.007+08:00

erm well well, started off my day by returning to semb hse and have a good sleep and interaction with my com. hahas. its my off day, but cant spend it with you, its abit sad. but we still can msg.

msg of the day for you:

baby you dint know:
how much i want to be with you the whole day,
how much i want to hold you tight,
how much i want to be with you forever,
how much i want to surprise you whole day,
how much i want to spend my day with you.
how much thx i want to say to you.
how much sorry i want to tell you.

i miss&love you baby,
i find you getting more and more adorable each day.

(hug you, with a very sad miss you de face)

ps: i love this blog skin alot, thx you for the blogskin you do for mie. :)

2008-12-15T20:14:00.003+08:00

hmmm, today i overslept by 30 mins. hoho, was nearly late lah. but i bath super fast, so still make in time, with mr aw. hahas. hurray tomrw off, happy siah. but happy in the morning only, afternoon = lonely time liao. :( and today new discoveries, saw a super modified subaru car today. it's really wow. just by the look its already wow, plus the sound and having a look at the engine its super WOW. hahas. actuaclly wanted to meet winnie de, but in the end we nvr meet le, cos i can accompany her to dinner. SORRY. so i lepak with brian awhile at marriot. hahas.

hmmm, i wasnt upset today, totally no. im really looking forward to tmrw meetin you. just cant settle myself down for tmrw. really wish tmrw faster come. happy. i miss your hug. :( i miss you even more. and i cant wait for something to happen. :) imy

2008-12-14T22:59:00.003+08:00

i damn love today. hahas. cos instead of doing service, i was sleeping in function room. =D slept for about 1 hour. hahas. thats all for service today. hahas. after that left the restaurant with jocelyn. haha, she very funny lah. hahas. cant stand her siah. ZzZ.

went home have some rest left around 5 plus again to meet YOU. hahas. well though we did have some emo or rather kind of quarrel? erm, dint meant it de, just tellin what i feel. =D but was glad we were fine after awhile. i swear your outfit today was really nice and pretty. and i love the *U* from you. :D IMY

2008-12-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

currently at OCC playing pool with jas ho, xiang hui, gui shan and leong. hmmm, long time no play le. hahas. being losing all the way leis. :( well was quite happy today bahx. cos i went to find wendy, my long lost best friend. well, girl it nice to chat with you. hahas. long time no see you le, duno when is the next time for us to meet, take care okay? miss you. :)

well well, was very happy to see you today. =D i just cant stop missing you each day. :) just find it funny that the way we talk in outlet and when we go out or on phone is different. hahas. funny man. i just cant wait to see you each day. hahas. IMY lots. :):):)

2008-12-13T05:26:00.001+08:00

so effing bored right now, so decided to blog.
well well, have not being working for 2 days le, today going back for work. hahas. not use to waking up early leis. hahas. alright im so hungry now, feeling so cold too, sky outside is still so dark, and everyone is still asleep. :( gtg , its work time. IMY.

2008-12-12T19:50:00.002+08:00

well, i swear today when i woke up and you told mie that you overslept and etc, i was very very angry. but at the very moment i saw you, all the anger was gone, cos all the happiness overcome the anger. =D i swear seeing you each day, it make my day. all my emo-tioness and anger just disappear like magic. :)

here is some lyrics for you:
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

well well, i hope you like it, cos everytime i hear all these songs, the image of you will just appear in my mind automatically, esp. is those lyrics i posted. i swear i will just act like the lyircs. i know this abit silly, but i just feel like telling you all these thru here. IMY every sec, min, hour and day.

2008-12-12T00:36:00.003+08:00

i got tons tons tons of thing to say. hais. i want to understand you well, but i duno how, i want to love you enough but i duno, i want to know you well but i duno. i don want anymore promises from you and mie anymore, cos we always break our promises. i want to know something but i duno how. i want to ask god tons and tons of thing but i cant see god. i want to throw everyhting and everyone that i have now and go oversea and nvr be back. or even i want to die right now? i duno whta thing else to say. FUCK YOU JOHNNIE.

2008-12-10T19:33:00.002+08:00

Currently in Woodlands Library, with Jas Ho and Jonathan Neo. =D So effing bored right now. Well well, i don really like to see you like this you know? :( I wan to see a cheerful you. :) Just simply fuck care what he say okay? And show your best during your event okay? I will be there to support you de. :D erm i think thats all i have to say about today. HAHA. Hope to see you tomorrow okay? :)

IMY :( :( :(

2008-12-09T18:49:00.002+08:00

Well well, Im so Effing bored right now. :/ hmmm, im so happy for this 2 days. :D. bcos i get to see you. Ytd i finally make you happy again, and i damn loved ytd, although some pai sey stuff happened to mie. HAHA. well well, i just cant stop loving you more each day.

&& i appreciated for what you did today. Damn love you, my dear girl. Although the time is short today, but i still love it. Am really surprised for what you did. Lastly i thank you for you did today. ILY. IMY.

2008-12-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

Sometimes theres alot of thing i say, i just don meant it that way at all. Just kinda teasing or joking with you only. But if what i have say just now really pissed you off, im really sorry my girl. i didnt do it on purpose de. i really don like to see you like this, i don wan to see you like this. i only want to see a happy you. =D

2008-12-04T00:24:00.003+08:00

Alright, after few days of ABOYUER, today is the most FCUK UP. Cos all of you simply just go straight to the chef and fired order, if you all don need me, just say it. I will go out and help you guys on the service. You guys left blank (blur look) down there. Anyway lets not repeat this mistake again. :)

Well, johnny is abit sick this few days, keep coughing non-stop, and just cant stop my flu. So tomorrow going to bottom up 2 can of tonic water with salt together with Jonathan Neo. -.-

Tomorrow is our War time, lets hope everything go well. No obstruction, No service jams during service. Lets pray that we can win this war peacefully. HA-LEH-HU-YA!!

And today was quite happy too, cos i gave you a surprise and you are happy. So im happy too, but just frustrated over some work problem. :D And i swear i will give you more to brighten up your day more, i swear you can ask for more. (:

Nights people.
TO ALL EC TEAM MEMBERS:
We shall win this war together,
neither service side nor kitchen side shall win it alone,
BUT together.
Smiles everyone.
We will win. :):):)

2008-12-01T01:25:00.003+08:00

O Hi everyone, its has being sometime since i last updated. Well life is still the same, this working morning shift, woke up at around 0445 - 0500 like this. Its actually quite fun working morning shift, just cant use words to describe it. =D

Alright my group EC is coming up just this week le. Kind of looking forward to it, think its going to show where all of us stand and the end product of 40TR session and 7 weeks of Charcoal training. Hope all of us could do it well.

Well today, i personally felt i have upset you a lot of times. I dint meant it, but all i can say is I'm Sorry. I promise it wont happen it again. And my day was ended with Yi Guang phone call, (hahas) having a like 2 hours "NO LINK" chat.

My Love

2008-11-28T16:02:00.002+08:00

taggeg by XUANLIN, ROAR. hahas.

1. What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you like?
- A Caring, Loving one.
2. How did you celebrate your 1st month?
- I duno leis, haven come.
3. Do you feel safe with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
- Mabye(??)
4. When you see your stead injured/sick, would you be there even if you're busy?
- OF COURSE
5. When it's your 12th month & your stead is having another r/s, what would you do?
- Jump Down
6. What if you know your ex is still loving you albeit he/she is single while you're attached?
- Talk things out with her?
7. Are you single, having a r/s or having a crush on someone?
- Duno whats my status now. hahas.
8. List out 3 love/sad songs
- Nothing is Gonna Change my LOVE for YOU, Here Without YOU, I'll be WAITING
9. What would you do if you and your stead quarrel?
- Try to Give in, and talk things out with her.
10. Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you?
- MAYBE bahx(??)
11. What if you're single & someone has a crush on you?
- Be close to each other first ba.
12. How many times had your heart been broken by somebody?
- i duno have anot?hahas.
13. How do you feel when you fall in love with someone?
- HAPPY
14. If you & your stead quarrel, who'd be the one apologizing?
- I will if its my fault.
15. What would you do if your stead wants a break up?
- I will try to ask her what happened, if we can change, den try to change.
16. Did any of your stead give you a present that you liked the most?
- ERRR i duno.
17. When did you last cry for someone whom you love?
- :'( on 18th October 2008
18. How many times did you break your promise to your stead?
- Never count.
19. Do you wish that your r/s will last long?
- OF COURSE.
20. Did your stead kiss you in public?
- ERRRR, secret leis, please.

Pass this to your friends to know how their relationship is going on.Send them by msn, or ask them to copy & paste.Post in in their blog.Remember to put down 11 names, so that your r/s will last long.

>Winnie
>Cyndee
>Jonathan
>Charlene
>Esther
>Pearlin
>Yong Gui
>Jocelyn
>Priscilla
>Wendy
>Jasmine Ho

AND AND AND
i will update more tonight or tmrw. hahas. very lazy to blog leis.
bye,
anyway im in CWP Library now. muahaha.

2008-11-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

Was very happy with my new curtains, b'cos i'm able to sleep late today. B'cos my room so fucking dark in the morning, hahas. And thats "Lame". HAHAS.

Alright get to the main point, woke up have a few mouth of noodles, and bath for like 35 mins? hahas. Den i cab down to meet some1. i waited for her for like 45mins? :/ And we CAB again, cab to CWP for lunch(??) at SWENSEN. Service sucks, food okay, very cramp, thats all lah. hahas. After that went Woodlands Regional Library to find interesting book and read.

Went home let Mommy scold abit and eat the Chong Pang Nasi Lemak she ta pao, was so dam bloody full lah. and here i am to call someone le. so goodbyes. HAHAS.

2008-11-22T00:52:00.004+08:00

you know what i don like, don you?
you know that im a sensitive person, don you?
you know i cant accept something de, don you?
you know what i want too, don you?
you know how much you mean to me now le, don you?

you left me so speechless today. i swear this is the last time you gonna see me like this le. right now feelin so god damn speechless, so stress. im thinking am i ..................................................

FUCKING SHIT!!!

2008-11-21T12:34:00.002+08:00

alright long time never update le. well we have shifted to ROSETTE le, 1st day spell sucks to me, applied to the 2nd day too, but when it reached the 3rd day, was rather use to it le, and quite use to the service now le. hope everything will be fine as these 5 more weeks go by.

well, have a short chat with babygirl ytd, erm was rather speechless. i dono wat to say, but once again I'M SORRY. i really dono wat to said le, all i can say is SORRY. and thanks for the past few week for being there for me, APPRECIATED. :) i swear you are gonna be my next best friend. =D

and today was rather angry, because of some1, nvm. don feel like talkin about it le. anyway gotta be off to work le. bye.

2008-11-16T14:54:00.002+08:00

7 weeks has pass so fast,,yesterday was the last day in CHARCOAL.. well,,it was fun i really love working with this group except for some..and my last day i was doing PANTRY with winnie and she has never do pantry before..after that we have dinner with MR CHOO,,our new father..hahas..he is so good,,and im sure all of us goin to miss him,,and he made a speech till he cried..hahas..so touched..alright tmrw the whole class,,except for 10 will be goin over 1 week later,, is goin over to rosette le,,im sure its gonna be a nightmare for every1..but 6 weeks will past soon ??and each and everyone of us will sure miss CHARCOAL de..=D

2008-11-12T20:38:00.003+08:00

bloody hell,,my GPA dropped to 2.00 its a just passed..OMG..
anyway things is going out of control liao..aiyo so many things happening tgt in a time..
dono wat elses to say le..hahas..

2008-11-10T21:01:00.002+08:00

alright,,today very lazy to wake up lah..but just to take dad car in time,,forced myself up,,so i don have to walk to MRT..heexz,,just plain lazy man..today was posted back to school,,for banquet,,i swear patrick is the same as yi guang man,,they make ppl laugh like one kind who never laugh before..hahas..but i wasnt in the right mood today,,was fucking shag,,ytd go dinner i drink again..hahas..might be part of the reason.. :D

alright goin to have an early night tonight..tmrw waking up around 5.30,,cos this week morning shift.. :(..6 more days to rosette to meet you. =D.. and tmrw gonna be tiring too,,after work will be goin down to Tan Tock Seng to visit grandpa.. im sucha good boy right?? hahas..

I miss you,,
with loves <3

night peeps..

2008-11-09T05:11:00.002+08:00

7/11/08:
i thought i could make this a happy day for you or rather both of us..but looks like i dint and make you upset or rather stress in the end..im sorry i dint meant that..but i just dono how to put it in words,,i will try not to push you further anymore..i understand you and i require more time to settle down..

8/11/08:
the 1st day of working without you,,and the feeling spells SUCKS..i was waiting for 'missed calls' but i received none in the end..how emo have i being,,how sad am i..but thanks to BRIAN,,he make me,,he cheer my day up a bit..3 cheers for brian..=D!! brian and ray is the best chef that i have know so far,,other than you..you are still the best,,but you aint here today.. ='(

after work went pool,,eat with brian and his chef gang..they are so god damn funny,,is hould hang out with them more man..i just love them..they just shoot each other like nobody business..woah thats like so WOAH!!hahas..

right end it here..
nights
take care..

I Miss You
plaease take good care of yourself..
i will see you 7 days at rosette or somerest MRT.. =D

2008-11-07T01:00:00.002+08:00

my misses for you has nvr being lying..
i want to give her up and be happy with you,,but why must you push mie back to her??

2008-11-06T00:48:00.002+08:00

today was speechless..hahas..
after work trained back with pearlin,jasmine..
jasmine shoot mie down with a question,,and i guessed i will nvr get the answer myself..
now both left and right hand i oso have to wait,,have enough of the FUCKING waiting time..
maybe i should throw away both left and right hand,,and find a new hand instead,,but which hand is suitable for mie??cant really find it,,or rather its no where to be found..

night peeps,,
take care..

2008-11-05T00:57:00.002+08:00

today really totally stress out by the work,,and hope my last week of work will be workin with pple like jonathan,cyndee,winnie,yiguang,charlene,meidelyn,triana,pearlin,fanil i swear this are the people i cant work well with,,and create a good teamwork,,just like saturday..but i think fat hope..

2008-11-02T02:20:00.004+08:00

this is the best day in charcoal,,super duper good day,,since the start of service till the service end..its fill with laughter,,customer,,satisfy feeling,,just love this damn day..and GOOD TEAMWORK everyone..3 cheers for the night shift pple today..=D..and its like,,im being fired by customer i still can laugh..haha,,duno why,,just love it man..

and after that went to lepak,,and its yiguang show time again,,hahas..he must never be forgotten,,serious man,,having him around whether be it serious or not,,he will make the damn whole group of us to laugh and giggle like we never before..3 claps for yiguang..

alright thats all peeps..
night
have a good sleep..

end it with a photo..
its mie and rahimah..

2008-10-29T21:37:00.003+08:00

today was posted back to school for banquet,,saw desmond, nick, and etc. alot of chef and pastry was there,,so happy lah,,got a feeling that im like in charcoal..HAHA..after that went shopping with baljit and help out in the bar..

well well,,anyway im bored,,some1 told mie this you all may look close,,but actually you are very distant,,i think its quite true..not i don wan to understand her,,but is that its hard..but i will still try my best to understand her..

alright,,time to take medicine and go sleep le..
night peeps,,
take care..

2008-10-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

alright,,erm nthg much to talk about lah,,
but juts this few days keep meetin up with gwenn to lepak and pool..
just met her and came home,,meeting her again later,,like duhs..
haha..
and my house got a repaint,,yes finally after 7 years??think so..
but now my house is full of paint smell,,like what only..ZzZ.
alright goin out soon le..
bye !!

2008-10-21T00:39:00.001+08:00

can i take back all my words??
can we pretend we nvr say anything before??
can we just go back to like a mth or a week back,,where its like nthg have happen??
i really deserve a good scolding..
or maybe slap mie up,,down,,left,,right??

2008-10-19T13:37:00.003+08:00

last night was the night,,where i like it and hate it at the same time..
i shall start with positive thing 1st,,after work cabbed down with winnie and brian to dohby and meet up with SEAN,charlene,pearlin,jon,mirul,jaimy,yi guang,jonathan,and 2 of sean's fren at liquid gold,,have fun inside,,sing,drink and so on..was having lots of fun and etc.and last night during drinking session,,really have it all out,,trobles accumulated+all those drinks+havin cig. power siol,,vomitted like one fucker..haha..

now is the negative thing le,,attachment life screw mie upside down,,ytd was even worst,,fuck the HW AHW and CAPTAIN of station 2 ytd..alright,,now i seriously got something to say,,do i really look so jealous,,do i really have to be jealous of what you do??but seriously ytd i dint meant to send you those stupid stuff in the afternoon and night de,,but i just cant get hold of myself,,i just want to let you know what i feel,,tell you what i want,,and all the whatever shit..anyway now i just need some time to think of all these things,,and i really do hope you are the 1st,,but do you think it can happen??nvm,,thats just about life,,full of up and down..

2008-10-11T01:26:00.002+08:00

damn the fucking customer today..
@%$$%^%%^#^&(*^%#
and of course damn the fucking CHEF THONG!!!!
%^#%$^&%$%#%^%&*%%^#@$#@#^*^%^#%^!!!!!!

make say so many sorry,,
make get scolding,,
make listen to nag..
FUCK THE ATTACHMENT..

hahas,,thats all..
its kind of random,,
but seriously hate today,,
and some of the service crew..

all right,,
this few days been living good..
nthg much to say..

bye
goodnights

2008-10-08T00:09:00.003+08:00

i really dont mean it for what i do or i say,,
i really donno where i have done wrong this time,,
but pls pls pls don be like this okay ??

sometime i really think i should restrict for wat i do or i say..

2008-10-05T12:40:00.002+08:00

1st oct
have a botak jones day,,
hahas..was quite nice,,the price is worth it..

2nd - 4th oct
working again,,
*sighs*,,an im the captain,,
done nthg much lah,,
keeping going to aboyer station and chit chat..
but on the 4th oct,,i nearly over slep,,lucky i woke up at 6.. :)

5th oct
was suppose to cut hair today,,
but maria got dinner,,
she say tmrw..
OMG,,tmrw morning goin to chiong to her hse..
hahas..
and goin to ah gong hse later on,,which spell 'BORING'..

2008-09-30T23:23:00.003+08:00

fucking effing boring right now,,
duno wat to do,,
so decided to blog..LOLx..
just watch hot shot,,
and i saw how jie er express her love,,
quite touching though i think is bit of stupid,,
but having second thought,,
i think its worth it,,=D
alright thats all,,

small girl,,
smile your way thru the day,,
don ):,,easy old de,,
rmb your promise,,
be happy..
okay??

2008-09-29T21:37:00.002+08:00

today was the 1st day of attachment..
woke up at 5am with a slight fever,,
but i carry on my way to school..
nthg much about the work,,
den went home after work,,
was running high fever by then..

thats all..
good nights,,
take care..
JOHNNIE

2008-09-28T01:37:00.006+08:00

woke up at 11.30 bahx??
jesse ask mie to meet her early,,yet she came so late..=.-
and waited for jasmine for 1 hr,,
omg,,why gals oways like this..ZzZ
anyway im use to it le..=D
after we went to wendy's dad shop to eat,,
his father very cute and funny lah.. ;)
and very kind oso,,and of cos the food was nice too,,
i love the bee hoon and the prawn cracker esp. =D!!
den reach home,,have a cold war with mummy,,ROAR!!
until now still don feel like talking to her..hahas..

alright just have my supper,,
tv-ing now,,
alright good night readers
take care!!

AND

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE

im so gonna miss you for 3 mths lah..hahas..
and smile more during attachment worx!!=D
have a happy day later on,,
and Take Care aite!! =[)

2008-09-27T01:44:00.002+08:00

today have my HS refferral,,
but im prepare to retake it again anyway..
cos i dint study,,=D
den trained home with charlene; ser jie; and brian&fanil drop at jurong for the green line..=D

went home,,watched VCD and com all the way,,
left house at 6 plus to panjang to meet up with the Small Girl..
pass her the menu and went lepak-ing..

reached home 12.40am,,
hoho,,mommy dint really scold,,
if not war will be declare again..=D
anyway just want to say im 8teen le,,
i will go home de lah,,no need keep calling de..
ZzZ..

anyway,,lazy to blog more lah,,
see ya guys,,
good night..
looking forward to tmrw..=D

2008-09-25T23:03:00.005+08:00

how i hope sitting at this swing,,
could swing away all my troubles,,
and swing them faraway,,
really far far away and never be back again,,
but i knew this isnt possible,,
so just gotta live with it.. :(

alright went out today,,
let out my voice with jonathan,,cyndee,,yi guang the man and of cos SMALL GIRL..
was surprise,,small girl was early..=D
so went starbuck,,take a drink while waiting for the rest..
went in around 2 with small girl 1st,,
yg came 3o mins ltr,,follow by that couple 60 mins ltr.. =s
settle ourselves with dinner and ended my day with a can of beer..=D

alright,, sorry to jess,,eric and cai huang...didnt really spent time with you guys..
anyway hope to see eric this sat..=D
looking forward to saturday..;)

can i??
i just cant seem to find my confident anymore,,
neither in my study or rather i should say MYSELF,,
jesse,,
you may list out all my positive and say there is really nthg much of my negative,,
but still i feel i have more negative as compare to positive..

2008-09-24T01:34:00.003+08:00

alright,,today met up with small girl,,
she was late for 30 mins okie??
ZzZ,,so anyway starbuck on her..=D!!
but lunch,,sakae,,was on mie :(
yg join us at around4.30pm..
and we went round the whole of city hall,,
to shop for charlene (:D) present,,
came to a decision to buy her a straw bag and a GODIVAS CHOCOLATE..
TO CHARLENE : hope you like it,,=D

den settle dinner at makan sutra and follow by few cans of beer,,
well had some scolding or lecture (??)from them..
i know you guys really care for mie,,
and really hope i made the right choice,,
told charlene not to worry much for mie,,
and told her i know what im doing,,
but in actual fact i duno what im doing is right and wrong,,
how i hope i could just bang into a wall or dig a hole to hide myself inside lah,,

anyway had a quite a nice day with all my classmates,,=D esp with yi guang around,,a good bro..
and not forgetting brian's magic and fanil some talk,,yea(!!)you guys rock my day!!

2008-09-22T23:50:00.003+08:00

well so far i have been spending my holiday goin out,,
start from friday,,
alright ytd i woke up around 8 ??
and went down to yishun to meet someone,,
and after out lunch went woodlands slack,,
and after that off to grandpa hse..
weekly routine..

as for today woke up at afternoon,,
den pack bag and return to yishun,,
after that went panjang pass cyndee her DS game,,
and back to yishun to eat laksa and poolin session with eric and tty..
thats all..=D

i have been trying my best to cheer you up,,
my best to walk you of your darkness,,
my best to bring you joy,,
but you just keep getting back to the same point time over time,,
some time i feel im a person whom you need it when you are ___,,
and throw it away when you are _____..

2008-09-20T23:55:00.000+08:00

wah i swear this few days is so damn shiok lah,,
as said in the previous post,,went chiong ytd,,
and today woke up at 10,,
i was like sian lah,,slept for 2 hrs nia..ZzZ..
den went brunch with aunt family,,as it was uncle BD..
the dim sum is so nice but the yam was like,,HOLY SHIT!!!
after that went home liao,,rest awhlie wanted to sleep,,
but mommy wan go bugis ("4 horse road") pray,,
so follow her,,
met yi gunag aftermath,,and met winnie and her fren like 6??ROAR!!
we went TIMBRE bar,,the one at art house,,
see live band performance,,
THE GOODFELLA is so god damn nice,,esp the lead singer,,
i swear man,,its a super duper nice band..
and 4 of us share cab home afterwards..=D
alright tmrw still got a super long day to go,,gotta sleep soon..
good nights people..
take care..=D

2008-09-20T07:15:00.002+08:00

hiie peeps,,
just reached homed..=[)
went out with cousins last night till morning,,
have some crazy board games,,
after that pooling session,,
and follow by K-Box,,
but i fall asleep in K box..=D
anyway nthg much,,
just wanted to say ITS HOLIDAY..=D
and today i have a pack day,,gonna take some 2 hours and carry on till night..=D

SMALL GIRL:
don forget wat you promise mie,,=D
i know i have been very fan,,keep asking you to cheer up,,
cos i really really really don wan to see you so sad,, :(
so anyway,,just don think too much okay??
can chat with mie if you want,,im 24/7 on service.. :)
take care ,,small girl..

2008-09-18T18:53:00.003+08:00

today didnt really study muchn for tmrw exam,,
going to chiong tonight,,
met my cousin and jesse say she wanna join us,,
and so she join us,,
have quite a chat with her lah,,
long time no see her le,,
was shock to recieve her call just now,,hahas
anyway really was nice of you to called me and meet mie,,
update me on the next meet up..
thast all bahx??
hahas..

have you ever wonder why im so nice to you??
why i treat you so good??
very hard to tell you something,,but i will try my best,,=D
and pls don distant mie after that,,
like you and and that ass hole..
and i will continue to wait patiently..

2008-09-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

what should i say ??
FATE,,you has won me once again..
no i should say,,you have fool mie once again..
hais,,why is it happening this way??
i really feel like being fool around for a long long time,,
why didnt i strive??
why didnt i tell you??
whats holding mie that time??
why wait till now??
why why why???

and why is it happening in the middle of exam??
why??

should i or shouldnt i??
maybe i should,,but........
maybe i shoulnt,,but........

hais can someone tell mie wat to do ??

2008-09-16T21:47:00.002+08:00

so dam effin boring right now!!
so decided to blog,,
tmrw is my 3rd paper le,,
after that 1 more to go and happy hour!!:)

about my previous 2 ppr,,
i think for my beverages is a CONFIRM gone le..
as for my foods should be able to pass bahx,,
teacher did gave as ans for the last part,,but my MCQ was like HOLLY SHIT!!!

and now im goin to study my catering science le,,
SIANS!!!

bye,,
good night..

2008-09-14T00:24:00.003+08:00

13th sept(sat):
woke up at 12.30pm wake up 1st thing is on com,,
after that watch tv,,
den finally got the mood to leave the bed and bath and have my brunch,,
have a msn chat with cyndee (ah mei) and emily,,
met emily and mh under my block to lepak,,
but for caution,, we went 2 blk behind my blk,,
chit chat chit chat,,
suddenly a water bomb drop,,
it kena us and i was so dam effing angry that all vulgarities nearly flew out..
so decided to go back to my block and lepak,,
saw ppl playin bball,,
and we borrow a ball from them and play,,
emily so violent lah,,
play ball oso scratch pple and hit pple,,neh de,,
she scratch until both of my hand got scars le,,='(
after that still touch my most ticklish part,,ROAR!!
after they came my hse awhile and session ends at 8.30pm..=D

good nights readers,,
take care,,

TO 4O8c:
GOOD LUCK TO YOU GUYS FOR THE UPCOMING EXAM!!
AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH!!
WORK HARD NOW AND PLAY HARD LATTER!!
GOOD LUCK GUYS!!!

TO AH MEI:
DRINK MORE WATER AND REST WELL,,
RMB TTO SEE A DOC WHEN THERE IS A NEED,,OK??
MUST REALLY REALLY TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH WORX!!

2008-09-13T01:26:00.003+08:00

today i only have 2 topic to say..

1stly is about myself,,
i dono what have gotten to mie recently,,
i kept saying bad comment of pple,,
i cant kp-ing pple,,
and vulgarities just come out of my mouth non-stop,,
anyway just want to say sorry to pple who i have offended,,
and to: winnie,,really didnt meant those words de,,so sorry ar!!
and to emily also sorry ar,,everyday called you to chat,,and my vulgarities just flew out,,really sorry ar!!

enough of emo shit le,,cos i don wan to be like SOMEONE..

2ndly, is about my class 408C and i..
have our last 2 sections of pract. exam today,,
i was the 1st few,,but end up goin home last..=D
cos i stay behind and lepak in school and talk with my belover classmates,,=D
after that went for our effin super late dinner..
we sat outside watse mall in a circle and ate mac,,LOLS!!
was quite fun today,,esp. during the chatting session and dinner..

thats all,,
now gotta wait for my sis to come home and open door for her,,-.-!!
good nights readers,,
take care aite!!

2008-09-11T22:44:00.003+08:00

FUCK siah!!
i got curfew again,,neh2 leis,,
now 12 am must reach home,,sian luhs,,
only days that i can go beyond that is when im with my sis,,or my other elder cousin..
SIAN LIAO LAH!!!

nvm now must learn to sneak out le,,like how i don in yishun..=D =D =D

anyway today post is abot exam,,
exam is just days after,,
so 408C do your best,,and study hard!!
good lucks to you guys,,
and take care of your health,,don fall sick worx..

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!

2008-09-10T19:53:00.003+08:00

GOD YOU SUCKS!!
YOU HAVE NEVER GIVE ME A GOOD LIFE,,
YOU HAVE NEVER FAIL TO FAIL ME IN EVERYTHING,,
YOU HAVE NEVER GIVE ME A PEACEFUL TIME..

in conclusion:
I HATE GOD!!

eric if you are seeing this,,
want another drinking session??
give me a call!! thx!! take care!!

2008-09-07T15:43:00.002+08:00

04/09/08 thurs:
didnt really rmb wat happen on that day,,
only knew there is the wine tasting section,,
and its sux..

05/09/08 fri:
have safti,,
and holy shit,,
my ipod was missing..
nabei,,CB,,FUCK..
went to find cousin after that and reached home round 2 am ??

06/09/08 sat:
rotted whole day,,
den went to sing K at night,,
and supper after that,,
homed at 1 am,,
and slept at 4 am..

07/09/08 sun:
fucking boring,,
weekly routine again,,
and i think it will be a smoky day for mie..

2008-09-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

01/09/08 monday:
had our theme party,,
was pretty busy,,
although we were just the pantry and wash-up ppl,,
i should say,,these party couldnt have survived w/o us,,
cos just stock check alone is already making us so pek chek le,,
we have to give them what they requested,,so ran between the 2 TRs to borrow palte and etc..

02/09/08 tusday:
school started late today,,
due to the theme party was ended late ytd,,
and nth much on this day..

03/09/08 wednesday:
well,,
meet my clique for breakfast today at subway,,
and was just so damn fucking UNLUCKY today,,
tio fine..nabei CHEE***
after that went sch,,
adn nthg much happen after that..

2008-08-31T23:28:00.002+08:00

how i wish ytd is a nvr ending day,,
a day where i could hang on to that moment forever,,
a moment whiuch is so memrorable,,
a memoreable which is so sweet that i cant forget,,
a forget of it will make mie regret..
and it just go on and on..

thats it for the post,,
i want to sleep on forever,,
and never wake up..
cos im just so dam freakin tired..
half dead..

2008-08-28T23:17:00.003+08:00

this few days nthg happen much..
i really duno whats going on in sch nowadays,,
duno whats happening in class,,
just feel so sleepy,,
so sleepy that i often fall alseep..

this is really goin on in my mind now:
i want to quit school
go to NS
after NS i will emigrate to a place where nobody can find mie,,
but i just couldnt do it lah,,cos i promise moma to study hard,,hais..
school really bores mie out,,FUCK IT..

can you sometime,,
please don take my so seriously,,can??
sometime i may sound serious but im actually joking,,
anyway just wan to say,,this love is so IRRESISTIBLE!!

2008-08-26T22:15:00.003+08:00

today have beverage,,
and went west mall BK eat for lunch,,
den slack at nearby block from the school,,
have mis after that,,yea teacher no voice,,
after that went bukit batok mrt meet EMILY =D,,
so bad of her lah,,wan meet her,,she don wan meet mie,,='(
we took 852 down to meet grace after that,,
have some chat lah,,long time no chat until so happy le..

anyway sorry to winnie,,cyndee,,jonathan & yi guang,,left without saying,,really sorry..don angry with mie=D

and

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!!

2008-08-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

22nd aug 2008:
today,,was a shit day for mie,,
something i wanted to do so much,,
but i dono how to do..
FUCK IT!!!

23rd aug 2008:
class bbq day,,
another shit day of mine,,
was just so borin and etc when i reach ecp,,
and decided to drink and etc..
sis pick me up,,
but face was quite black,,sorry..

24th aug 2008:
project day,,
do project ?? or i should say slacking day??
after that went sun plaza eat dinner,,
den went back yishun..
boring shit!!

there is a thing i have always want to say to you,,
but when i was just about to say,,
i swallow it back again,,
i dono wats wrong with mie,,
hais..

2008-08-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

fucking sian lah,,
anyway i got addicted to dota liao..
hahas..everyday sure play one round de..

and today was my 'O' leve english oral,,
the examiner look really freak mie out man,,
i went in their face was dam fuckin black lah,,
maciam i owed them tons of millions siah,,
and what really freak mie more is,,
they posted mie 6 conversation question,,
and i answer every question less than 3-5 sentences,,
im PREPARE TO FLUNK ALREADY!!!

2008-08-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

16th aug:
spent my sat rottin at home..
woke up at 12 pm,,
den ate brunch,,
bath,,went back to bed and sleep again,,
woke up,,dinner,,play com and sleep again..

17th aug:
suppose to meet winnie and others at 12.30,,
but she reached at 12..
den faster styled hair,,jiu left hse go meet her 1st,,
after that we roamed around sunplaza,,play arcade and etc..
left to my hse after yg joined us,,and waited for jon and cyndee at my hse..
don project until 8,,and i left back to yishun..

18th aug:
fucking hell day,,
woke up abit late,,
went down missed a bus,,
missed a train,,
screw by mike low,,
totally sian lah,,
so went down do some men's stuff,,
don have any appetite to eat,,
den have test after tr,,
went home after that..

2008-08-16T12:14:00.002+08:00

friday,, 15th aug:
nth much happened today,,
went to school as per normal,,
have beverage test and catering science,,
after that went home and meet yg and winnie to jonathan hse,,for lunch..
had a few cups of chivas at his house,,i swear i was abit drunk,,
after that meet up with frens to slack,,and meet up my cousin late in the night to drink again..

saturday,, 16th aug:
its goin to be a hell boring day..
FUCK IT MAN!!spending my sat to rot at home..

the night before today was great,,
how i wish i have it everyday,,
but i know its impossible,,
*sighs

2008-08-14T18:30:00.001+08:00

SMOKING NOT GOOD AR!!!

chasing you is difficult,,
how i wish i could just die here,,
you seem so so so near to me,,
yet so so so far away from me..

2008-08-11T23:07:00.002+08:00

FUCKING HELL!!!
I HATE SACARSTICISM!!!
DON TRUST ME,,JUST SAY LAH,,NO NEED TO BE SACARSTIC WITH ME DE!!!

2008-08-11T03:06:00.002+08:00

alright,,as requested:
friday,,ended TR,,
went out of school with fanil and my cliques..
den went mac and slack etc.....

sat went KTV and shopping with sis and cousins

today woke up,,
pray to grandparents for the chi 7th mth,,
den meet yg and went to ah jon hse,,
after took cab down to shaw centre and eat at the ship restaurant,,
food wasnt bad and etc,,
den took a walk at orchard,,
back to ah jon hse..
suprise him with cake and den left with mie an yg to drink and _____,,
after sending cyndee and the naughty gal home..hahas..
and it was ah jon's birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JONATHAN!!!

and thx to his mum for the dinner,,
appreciated..
hahas..

and im blogging at his house now..lols..

2008-08-05T22:12:00.001+08:00

i dono wat got into mie today,,
i didnt mean to throw my anger at you de,,
but i dono why i did,,
im sorry for the word i use,,
sorry for my harshness..
SORRY..

2008-08-04T20:56:00.003+08:00

this few days was quite a boring days lah,,
for sat,,i slack with my cousin till 7 plus at woodlands..
for sun,,jon,,cyn and IDIOT came to my house,,wanted to project,,
end up watchin jay's concert,,eat,,sleep and etc..
and for today,,have tr,,tr today was quite smooth,,
foods was canceled,,so went to slack at west mall,,and watch movie with idiot and gang,,HAHAS..
i think thats all bahx ??hahas..

2008-07-31T21:20:00.003+08:00

1. the last person to tag you is...
MELVIN

2.your relationship with him/her is...
Brother

3.your first impression of him/her..
guai kia

4.the most memorable thing he/she had done for you...
erm bought mie a birthday present??hahas..

5.the most memorable thing that he/she had said to you...
don have lehx

6.if he/she become your lover,you will...
CANNOT LAH,,i NOT gay..

7. if he/she became your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be..
lols,,don think will lah

8.if he/she became your enemy,you will...
we are good brothers oways

9.if he/she became your enemy,the reason will be...
he snatch my gf

10.the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now...
ask him to study hard and go into poly

11.your overall impression of him/her...
quite good lah

12.how you think people around you will feel about you...
I DUNO,,hate mie ??

13.the character you love of yourself is..
laming around

14.on the contrary,the characters you hate of yourself are..
too much to say liao lah

15.the most ideal person you want to be is..
an asshole

16.for the people that care and like you, say something to them..
you guys are my good frens lah,,but sorry to say please complete this for mie..hahahas..THANK YOU very much

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Winnie
2. Cyndee
3. Jonathan
4. Alvin
5. Wendy
6. Guang Yong
7. Ser Jie
8. Charlene
9. Pamela
10. Wei Liang

18. who is no 6 having relationship with?
noone

19. is no 9 a male or female?
FEMALE!!!

20.if no 7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?
i dono lehx,,hahas..

22.what is no 2 studying about?
same as mie..

23. when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
this afternoon..

24.what kind of music band does no 8 like?
don really know her lehx,,all kind bahx ??

25. does no 1 have any siblings?
no..she du shen nv sia..

26.will you woo no 3?
he is already my gay partner

27.how about no.7?
wont lah,,she is older than mie..

28.is no 4 single?
YESH!!

29.what is the surname of no 5?
QUEK

30.what's the hobby of number 4?
basketball??and driving around in the mid night..

31.does no 5 and 9 get along well?
they duno each other lehx..

32.where is no 2 studyin at?
Same as mie lehx..

33.talk something casually about no 1.
i think she very cute bahx??hahas..

34.have you tried developing feelings for no 8?
no,,she taller than mie lehx..

35.where does no 9 live at?
YISHUN,,i think

36.wad colour does no 4 like?
i duno siah..

37.are no 5 and 1 best friends?
they dono each other lehx..but they are my best fren/mei

38.does no 7 like no 2?
must be lah,,they call each other sweet heart..hahas..

39.how did you get to noe no 2?
in shatec

40.does no 1 have any pets?
don think so bahx??

41.is no 7 the sexiest person in the world?
er,,i duno??but i know japan have the sexiest gal in the world..HAHAS

2008-07-31T19:58:00.004+08:00

this few days boring lah,,
sian,,
everyday spend my time in school slacking,,playing,,nvr really study at all..
ytd went to meet grace,,
pass her her present,,
went for a short dinner,,
den go home..
this is the present without frame:

somehow i feel you are getting more far away from mie,,
bcos of you i pick sometime bad,,
bcos of you i stay on,,
bcos of you i study,,
bcos of you i waited,,
bcos of you i become an idiot,,
bcos of you i do stubbornt thing for you,,
bcos of you i show super lots of care for you,,
bcos of you i live on,,
bcos of you i dono wat to say anymore....

2008-07-29T20:13:00.002+08:00

hais,,a war in the house..OMG!!!
what to do??he is out of control liao..hais..
anyway
ytd have TR this means boring!!
today have CTIS and beverages,,and its BORING too..
went VIVO after school,,ate SECRET RECIPE
slack,,den went home,,along the ride home mie and yi guang came to a topic,,
where both of us was so fucking angry,,we just cant stop cursing that guy..

i wanna know whats the feel you have for mie??
met mie here and met him there..
does you have mie in your mind??
or am i just a toy to you??

2008-07-27T00:23:00.004+08:00

well,,was woken up by winnie this morning..ZzZ..
cos im suppose to meet her and yi guang at 1 to study,,so ask her morning call mie..
so woke up around 11.30pm ??cant rmb..
turn my kitchen upside down,,only can manage to find maggie mee lah..=.=
and that was my BRUNCH(learn in FSM)..
my god,,she was late lah,,end up meeting at 2..
yi guang was later,,he reach at 3+..
den we had dinner and movie..

i dono wat should i do to get you,,
hais,,im already trying my best,,
but you are like ignoring what i do,,
taking mie for granted..
maybe this is just fate!!

2008-07-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

today is a boring school day i should say ??
don want to say lah..
and today im pretty angry with someone,,
don feel like talkin about it liao lah..
hais..
so i went drinking and drinking,,
and went to eat steamboat with my classmates,,
cos its SER JIE's birthday..hahas..

very angry with what you have done,,
and angry with what you have say,,
hais,,maybe i doesnt appear in your heart bahx??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SER JIE!!

2008-07-22T22:31:00.002+08:00

nothing much to post today,,
just wanna say yi guang is really a nice and funny guy..
good at crapping and cock talking,,hahas..
and went to have SAKAE SUSHI with cliques just now,,
it was a nice and fun one..

i doesnt know what you are thinking,,
but i think you are just ignoring mie,,
i want to see you happy..
just feel that you are not appreciating what im doing for you,,
sad sad..

2008-07-21T19:00:00.002+08:00

i don care wat you are tinking now,,
but i wanna say i don mind being a stubborn person in your eyes,,
as long as i can entertain you,,
abole to make you smile and etc,,
as long as im able to make you happy when you are down or etc,,i don mind bein the stubborn person in your eyes,,
im tellin you now,,i like you,,but you are just giving mie a cold look,,hais..

2008-07-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

saw this on jonathan's blog,,and i give a try..hahas..

and the web for this : http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2008-07-20T00:23:00.004+08:00

sat is a boring day,,
suppose to go for tuition,,but i overslept..
woke up at like 2 pm like this,,
after 13 hours of sleep..hahas..
den my mom very funny lah,,
sleep too little oso nag,,
sleep too much oso nag..ZzZ..
and im just so damn bloody boring can,,
staying at home till i cant ta han,,
call gui,,wei and asyraf out to slack at night till 12 am..
have 3 prata just now,,hahas..very full now lah..

missing you every niw and then,,
i seriously cant wait to see you..
hais,,you are making mie a fool now..

anyway 20th july now and its grace birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!!

2008-07-18T22:38:00.002+08:00

saw priscilla this morning,,my very long fren since primary school..
didnt know that she got into SP de toursim and resort course,,MY god..my dream course..
and we are in the same line,,cos im study that at SHATEC too..hahas..
we chatted and chatted non stop,,lots to catch up lah..
anyway just take care and alot of misses to her..
and school today is quite fun,,
having fun with kenneth and mirul at the back of the house..
and after school is just sian and sian but nothing else..hais..
living in this world a very diffcult thing to do..

got an urge to say it out,,
but took the urge back..
bu xiang huo le..

2008-07-17T21:53:00.004+08:00

dono what to blog lehx..
only know at home very sian..
school lagi worse,,
the stupid MIS teacher,,
one lesson maybe can end around 30 mins,,
after her story,,it ended 1 hr ltr..ZzZ..
she dam self entertained,,nvr wanna meet her again..

and sometime ppl are just childish..

there are things i wan to say..
but i duno how to open mouth..
hais,,losing out oways..

can we or can we not??
hais..

2008-07-14T21:31:00.002+08:00

14th JULY 2008
a great day i should say,,although at school got scolded due to some TR stuff,,but mike loh means good for us..after school went to slack with Winnie xiao mei,,Cyndee ah mei,,Jonathan good fren,,Kenneth best pal..after trained home together..and KENNETH thx for your coffee,,and SJ thx for your shirt..reach home cut another cake..hahas..total birthday cake i cut this year was 3,,isit alot??to mie is quite alot lah..hahas..anyway thanks alot ppl and my family..

your hand may be near to me,,
yet it seem so far for me to hold..
but i will still try my best to hold it..

Lastly,,HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to myself..

2008-07-13T14:11:00.002+08:00

*yawns*
very tired and sleepy,,last night slept at 4+ near 5..went out with frens and den they came my hse to ton..ZzZ..woke up at 12..ytd was quite happy,,got a 2nd Birthday celebration from Jeff,,Guang Yong,,Jia Wei,,Yong Gui,,Michel,,Yuki,,Yuka..thx guys,,hahas..erm i think thats all bahx??hahas..O ya,,we went pooling after that,,proud to say,,I WIN yong gui..hahas..

the feeling get stronger each day,,
the hatred get stronger each day too..
love sux..

2008-07-12T00:39:00.000+08:00

have this in my mind..
CAN I HOLD YOUR HAND??